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Not preggers
My period was over two weeks late. Which has sucked a lot. Its finally here but now I find myself with feelings of disappointment.
I know I’ve spent the last two weeks panicking over my period or the lack there of. I may have peed on several sticks trying to determine the status of my uterus. I may have freaked out to Brian, Carm, Kim and Mere. I might have made my neck problems worse due to my overabundance of worrying.
I may have also been wandering through baby departments in stores and thinking of children’s names.
But now, I am bleeding. I am not pregnant. There is no baby.
I know I promised Brian we would wait several years before we reproduced. I know I say I want to be out of debt before there was a child. I know I say that I am not ready yet. Still I longed for motherhood.
Stolen from my Sister in Law
70 Questions I Guarantee You’ve Never Answered:
1. Would you chew gum after someone else already has? No, it doesn’t sound appealing.
2. What describes your relationship status? Happily married for just over a week.
3. Who were your last 5 calls from? Carm, my mom, Brian, a number I don’t recognize, and Farrah
4. Are You the Heartbreaker or the Broken Heart? Heartbreaker. I’m definitely a heartbreaker
5. Ever been skinny dipping? yes
6. Do you think Napoleon Dynamite is funny? I wanted my two hours back.
7. Who have you talked to most today? Brian.
8. Would you hug the last person you hugged again? yes. And I will hug him for the rest of my life
9. Color of your underwear? White.
10. Color of your shirt?Pale baby pink
11. How many years have you taken a language? 7 years of Spanish
12. Who’s on speed dial Number 2? I couldn’t figure out how to work my speed dial so no one. 13. What color is your background on your computer mainscreen?It is a picture from the wedding so there are lots of colors.
14. Did you wish on 11:11? No but perhaps I should
15. Good advice if you ever go camping? I have actually never gone camping but I’m supposed to go on my very first camping trip at the end of July. FYI, I’m terrified.
16. Are you a bad influence? YES.
17. What color are your eyes? Hazel.
18. Would you rather have your name or your siblings name? I don’t have siblings so I better keep my name.
19. Would you do anything for someone else? Probably not.
20. Have you ever been called a bitch? Oh honey, that’s a term of endearment!
21. Favorite color? This week, it is apple red
22. Do you use smiley faces on the computer? sometimes.
23. What song is on? no music at the moment.
24. Are your grades good? Depended on the class.
25. Do you ever think people hate you for filling these out? I don’t care cause I only ppost these in my blog
26. Would you date anyone on your top friends? I married Brian, didn’t I?
27. Does your best friend have a myspace? Yes
28. Whose page did you visit last?I think it was Meredith’s
29. Last time you went out to lunch? I had brunch with Meredith on Saturday
30. Do you watch Gilmore Girls? I used to in college.
31. Who is your favorite character from Friends? Rachel
32. Have you ever seen and enjoyed the oc? Seen it, only enjoyed it for a month.
33. Do you have one or more Britney Spears CDs? Yes, now let’s never mention that again.
34. Which radio stations are your favorites? 98.9 merely for the Wendy Williams Experience.
35. Are you a Lost fanatic? God no, that’s a horrible waste of time.
37. Do you have a song by Ozzy Osbourne in your library? Yes
38. Alanis Morissette? yes
39. Do you watch Family Guy Regularly? YES
40. King of the Hill? No
41. Do you read trashy romance novels often? Not in years
42. Favorite TV show of all time? Law and Order SVU or charmed or Grey’s.
43. Do you sing obnoxiously in the car? YES I also sing better in Brian’s van than I do in my Buick. And I don’t think I sing very well in the camaro
44. Do you sing obnoxiously in the shower? No.
45. What’s in your CD player right now? Brand New Heavies “Get Used To It”
46. Have you ever pretended your crush was with you? no
47. Did you draw pictures for your crush back in elementary? no, I wrote poems
48. Have you ever liked a girl/boy but didn’t ask her/him out?yes
49. Have you ever written a poem or story about your life? Not just one poem but a series of poems
50. Have you ever spent over an hour thinking about nothing? How about nothing useful? I’ve definitely spent over an over doing that.
51. Have you ever liked someone solely because of their appearence? yes
52. Do you eat all the servings in the food groups on a daily basis? Not sure
53. Are you ever a freak about cleanliness or organization? At work i am
54. Did you ever go to South America? No
55. Do you know how to knit? No
56. Do you have a cell phone or iPod with a patterned cover? No
57. Have you ever written love song lyrics yourself? Yes
58. Do you keep a diary or journal online? Yes
59. When you open your closet, what is the dominant color? Gray.
60. Baskin Robbins or Coldstone? Coldstone. If I’m going ot have a treat, I really want a good treat.
61. Physics or chemistry? physics. It makes so much more sense to me than chemistry
62. Earphones or headphones? Headphones.
63. Pink or teal? Pink
64. Earrings or a ring? Both
65. Walk or Run? Walk
66. Harry Potter, Lord of the Rings, or Star Wars? Harry Potter but only for reading
67. Fly or road trip? Fly
68. Batman, Spiderman, or Superman?I am Batman, FYI
69. What is your favorite Disney movie? The Little Mermaid.
70. Have you ever bought clothes at Sears? Oh God No.Fresh Start
I am getting married in 42 days. Forty two incredibly long yet quickly moving days. I am getting married. Soon I leave the life of the single gal and I will enter life from the other side of the ring. I’m not scared. I know what I’m doing.
There is something about the idea of such a commitment that makes me want to overhaul everything. Rooms have been changing. Clothing styles are becoming slightly more mature. I don’t go out too much on the weekends now. My life is focused on preparing for a commitment that begins forty two days from today.
I’m overhauling the blog too.
There comes a time in every girl’s life when it is time to say goodbye. I’ve been over at diaryland since 2002. I think it might be in best interest to move on. It was great for my single days, my college days, my life on my own but now I’m going to try to leave the past just where it is.
Welcome to my head. I hope you enjoy your stay.
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