Buy Tramadol Online
Tramadol Online
Tramadol Hcl
Tramadol Side-Effects
Tramadol Side Effects
Tramadol For Dogs
Tramadol 50mg
Tramadol 50 Mg
What Is Tramadol
Tramadol Dosage
Tramadol High
Buy Tramadol
Is Tramadol A Narcotic
Tramadol Overnight
Tramadol Hcl 50 Mg
Side Effects Of Tramadol
Tramadol Hcl 50mg
Tramadol Withdrawal
Tramadol Addiction
Order Tramadol Online
Tramadol Recreational Use
Snorting Tramadol
Tramadol Withdrawal Symptoms
Tramadol Hydrochloride
Tramadol Apap
Is Tramadol An Opiate
Does Tramadol Get You High
Tramadol No Prescription
How Long Does Tramadol Stay In Your System
Cheap Tramadol
Tramadol C O D
Tramadol Abuse
Tramadol And Alcohol
Tramadol Vs Vicodin
Tramadol Overdose
Tramadol Cod
Order Tramadol
Tramadol Ingredients
Tramadol Online Pharmacy
What Is Tramadol Used For
Tramadol Online No Prescription
Tramadol Acetaminophen
Can You Snort Tramadol
Tramadol Dosage For Dogs
Buy Tramadol C O D
Tramadol Dogs
Buy Tramadol Cod
Is Tramadol A Controlled Substance
Tramadol Dose
Is Tramadol Addictive
Buy Tramadol Online No Prescription
Tramadol 100mg
Tramadol Half Life
Online Tramadol
Buy Tramadol No Prescription
Tramadol Hcl 50 Mg Tablet
Tramadol Hcl 50mg Tab
Tramadol Drug Test
Tramadol 50mg For Dogs
Tramadol Vs Hydrocodone
How Much Tramadol To Get High
Tramadol Schedule
Erowid Tramadol
Buy Tramadol Without Prescription
Tramadol Without Prescription
Overnight Tramadol
Tramadol Ultram
Generic Tramadol
Tramadol Dosing
Tramadol 50
Tramadol Controlled Substance
50 Mg Tramadol
Tramadol Side Effects Dogs
Tramadol 50mg Side Effects
Tramadol For Dogs Dosage
Tramadol Narcotic
Tramadol Without Prescriptions
What Is Tramadol Hcl
Can You Get High Off Tramadol
Tramadol 50mg Tablets
Tramadol Prescription
Tramadol Medication
Tramadol Street Value
Tramadol Uses
Buy Tramadol Overnight
Tramadol Buy
Tramadol Interactions
What Is Tramadol 50mg
Acetaminophen Tramadol
Ultram Tramadol
Buy Cheap Tramadol
Tramadol An 627
Buy Tramadol Online Without A Prescription
Tramadol And Ibuprofen
Tramadol And Pregnancy
Tramadol Generic
Cheap Tramadol Online
Tramadol For Dogs Side Effects
Tramadol Hcl Side Effects
Tramadol 319
Tramadol Vs Percocet
Tramadol Wiki
Can You Get High On Tramadol
Tramadol For Cats
Tramadol Drug Interactions
Ultram Tramadol
Tramadol Hydrochloride 50 Mg
Does Tramadol Show Up On A Drug Test
50mg Tramadol
Buy Tramadol Online C O D
Tramadol Drug
Side Effects Tramadol
Next Day Tramadol
Tramadol Cheap
Tramadol Er
Snort Tramadol
Online Pharmacy Tramadol
What Does Tramadol Look Like
What Is In Tramadol
Purchase Tramadol
Tramadol Effects
Tramadol Classification
Will Tramadol Show Up On A Drug Test
Tramadol Acetaminophen 37.5-325
Discount Tramadol
Tramadol Acetaminophen 37.5 325
Buy Tramadol Online Cod
Tramadol Vs Oxycodone
Tramadol Side Effects In Dogs
Tramadol Cod Overnight
Tramadol For Sale
Tramadol Price
Ez Tramadol
What Does Tramadol Do
Tramadol Online Cod
Tramadol For Depression
Buying Tramadol Online
Tramadol And Vicodin
Tramadol Opiate
Tramadol Recreational
Tramadol 180
Tramadol Online Overnight
Tramadol Pharmacy
100mg Tramadol
Cod Tramadol
Tramadol And Hydrocodone
C O D Tramadol
Effects Of Tramadol
Tramadol In Dogs
Tramadol Seizures
Tramadol Online No Prescription Overnight
Tramadol Alcohol
Tramadol Dosages
Tramadol Reviews
Tramadol 50 Mg Side Effects
Tramadol Overnight Shipping
Tramadol Pain Medication
Tramadol For Headaches
Side Effects Of Tramadol In Dogs
Tramadol Mg
Tramadol 50 Mg High
Buy Tramadol Online Overnight
Tramadol Overnight Delivery
Tramadol Bargain
Tramadol Recreational Dose
Tramadol And Tylenol
What Is Tramadol 50 Mg
Tramadol Headache
Tramadol Mechanism Of Action
Tramadol For Pain
Ingredients In Tramadol
Tramadol Hci
Tramadol Saturday Delivery
Cheapest Tramadol
Tramadol Dog
Tramadol Canine
Tramadol Depression
Prescription Tramadol
Tramadol Constipation
Tramadol 37.5
Tramadol Hcl 50 Mg Side Effects
What Are The Side Effects Of Tramadol
Tramadol Dose For Dogs
Buy Cheap Tramadol Online
Tramadol Hcl Dosage
How Long Does Tramadol Last
Tramadol Overnight Cod
Order Tramadol Cod
Is Tramadol An Nsaid
Tramadol Pregnancy
Tramadol Injection
Tramadol Side Effects In Women
Tramadol Extended Release
Tramadol Drug Class
Tramadol Dosage For Humans
Order Tramadol Online Cod
Tramadol Pictures
Tramadol Contraindications
Where To Buy Tramadol
What Is Tramadol Hcl Used For
Tramadol 200mg
Tramadol For Opiate Withdrawal
Order Tramadol Online Overnight
Tramadol Doses
Tramadol Pills
Tramadol Fedex
Tramadol Itching
Tramadol Buzz
Tramadol C O D Delivery
Half Life Of Tramadol
Tramadol Cost
Tramadol Weight Loss
Canine Tramadol
Tramadol 100 Mg
No Prescription Tramadol
Buy Tramadol Online Without Prescription
Tramadol Withdrawl
Generic For Tramadol
Tramadol 377
Tramadol Buy Online
Tramadol Detox
Tramadol Next Day
Tramadol And Seizures
Tramadol Pill
Tramadol Sale
Tramadol Withdrawal Duration
Can You Smoke Tramadol
Tramadol Hcl 50
Tramadol Apap 37.5mg 325mg
Tramadol Vs Lortab
Tramadol For Migraines
Tramadol Hcl 50 Mg High
Tramadol Strengths
Tramadol Nsaid
Order Tramadol No Prescription
Is Tramadol Stronger Than Vicodin
Buy Tramadol Online No Prescription Overnight
Tramadol Canine Dosage
Tramadol No Prescription Overnight
Tramadol For Pets
Street Value Of Tramadol
Tramadol Addiction Treatment
Tramadol 50 Mg Tablets
Tramadol 50mg High
Order Tramadol Overnight
Tramadol Cod Delivery
Tramadol During Pregnancy
Tramadol Without Rx
Tramadol Get You High
What Is Tramadol Hcl 50 Mg
Tramadol Antidepressant
Tramadol Tablets
Ic Tramadol Hcl
Tramadol Anxiety
Tramadol A Narcotic
Tramadol And Adderall
Tramadol Premature Ejaculation
Tramadol Order Online
Medication Tramadol
Dog Tramadol
Tramadol Com
Tramadol And Suboxone
Can You Get High Off Of Tramadol
Tramadol Cats
Tramadol On Line
Low Price Tramadol
Smoking Tramadol
Tramadol Vs Norco
Tramadol Overdose Symptoms
Tramadol Back Pain
Purchase Tramadol Online
Does Tramadol Contain Acetaminophen
Tramadol Hcl Tab 50mg
Tramadol Hcl Uses
Tramadol Hcl For Dogs
Can You Take Ibuprofen With Tramadol
Tramadol Hcl-Acetaminophen
Tramadol Overnight No Prescription
Tramadol Maximum Dose
Is Tramadol An Anti-Inflammatory
Buy Generic Tramadol
Where To Buy Tramadol Online
Is Tramadol An Anti Inflammatory
Does Tramadol Contain Aspirin
Acetaminophen Tramadol 325 37.5
Tramadol Long Term Effects
Tramadol Hcl -Acetaminophen
Tramadol 500mg
Tramadol To Get High
Tramadol Urine Test
Long Term Effects Of Tramadol
Tramadol Euphoria
Side Effect Of Tramadol
How Long Does Tramadol Stay In Urine
Tramadol Hcl 50mg Tab Mylan
Tramadol Liver
Acetaminophen Tramadol 325-37.5
Tramadol Hcl 50mg Tablet
Tramadol Package Insert
How Long Does Tramadol Stay In Your Urine
Buy Discount Tramadol
Tramadol 50mg Dosage
Tramadol Hydrochloride 50mg
Tramadol Over The Counter
Tramadol While Pregnant
Ordering Tramadol Online
Tramadol 50 Mg Street Value
Tramadol Veterinary
Snorting Tramadol 50 Mg
Tramadol Hydrochloride For Dogs
Tramadol Prescribing Information
Does Tramadol Make You Sleepy
Order Tramadol Online No Prescription
Is Tramadol An Opioid
Tramadol For Back Pain
Cheap Tramadol No Prescription
Tramadol Hcl 50mg Side Effects
Is Tramadol 50 Mg A Narcotic
Tramadol 50 Mg Street Price
Tramadol Withdrawal Treatment
Tramadol Is It A Narcotic
Tramadol Hcl Acetaminophen
Tramadol Snort
Cymbalta And Tramadol
Tramadol And Oxycodone
Tramadol Forum
Tramadol 627
Pain Medication Tramadol
Tramadol Vet
Tramadol For Sale Online
Tramadol Getting High
Can I Take Ibuprofen With Tramadol
Tramadol Without A Prescription
Tramadol Order
Drug Tramadol
Gabapentin And Tramadol
Injecting Tramadol
Uses For Tramadol
Tramadol Metabolism
Canine Tramadol Dosage
Tramadol And Flexeril
Medicine Tramadol
Tramadol And Acetaminophen
Buy Online Tramadol
Does Tramadol Have Tylenol In It
Does Tramadol Have Codeine In It
Tramadol Hydrocodone
Tramadol Vs Codeine
Can You Take Tramadol With Ibuprofen
Tramadol Side Effects In Men
Tramadol 37.5mg
Tramadol Compared To Vicodin
Tramadol Information
What Is Tramadol For Dogs
Can I Take Tramadol With Ibuprofen
Tramadol Addiction Withdrawal
Can You Get High From Tramadol
Tramadol 15 Mg
Tramadol Iv
Tramadol Dogs Side Effects
How Many Mg Of Tramadol To Get High
Buy Tramadol Overnight Delivery
Does Tramadol Have Acetaminophen In It
Cheap Tramadol Cod
Does Tramadol Cause Constipation
Tramadol Hcl 50 Mg Tab
Tramadol Vicodin
Toradol Vs Tramadol
Cheap Tramadol Online No Prescription
An 627 Tramadol
Tramadol Tylenol
Tramadol Potentiation
Tramadol Medicine
Tramadol Generic Ultram
Tramadol Without Prescriptions Overnight
Cheap Tramadol Overnight
Tramadol Liver Damage
Buy Tramadol Online With Mastercard
Tramadol And Breastfeeding
Tramadol Apap 37.5 325mg
Is Tramadol A Opiate
How Long Does It Take For Tramadol To Work
Next Day Tramadol Cod
Is It Legal To Buy Tramadol Online
What Is The Medication Tramadol
Cheap Tramadol Fedex Overnight
Can You Take Tramadol While Pregnant
Tramadol Apap 37.5 Mg
Does Tramadol Show Up In A Drug Test
Tramadol Apap 37.5mg
Tramadol Withdrawal How Long
Tramadol Recreational Dosage
Buy Tramadol Online Cod Overnight
Tramadol And Zoloft
Tramadol And Drug Tests
Tramadol For Premature Ejaculation
Tramadol 50 Mg For Dogs
Tramadol 37.5 Mg
Is Tramadol A Blood Thinner
Tramadol Toxicity
How Long Does Tramadol Withdrawal Last
Tramadol Dog Dosage
Hydrocodone Vs Tramadol
Tramadol 50mg Street Value
What Is Tramadol Hcl 50mg
Vicodin Vs Tramadol
Tramadol Dosage Dogs
Online Tramadol Pharmacy
Tramadol Sexual Side Effects
Tramadol For Canines
Vicodin And Tramadol
Tramadol Blood Pressure
Tramadol Canada
Cheapest Tramadol Online
Cost Of Tramadol
Tramadol In Pregnancy
Tramadol And Prozac
Tramadol Mexico
Tramadol 93 58
What Is Tramadol Prescribed For
Tramadol Ultracet
Tramadol Purchase
Tramadol Addictive
Tramadol Serotonin Syndrome
Tramadol Pain
Tramadol For Arthritis
Tramadol Manufacturer
Generic Tramadol Online
Withdrawal Symptoms Of Tramadol
Buy Tramadol Without A Prescription
Where Can I Buy Tramadol
Tramadol Dependence
Tramadol Seizure
Tramadol And Cymbalta
Pictures Of Tramadol
Serotonin Syndrome Tramadol
Getting High On Tramadol
Tramadol Alternatives
Can You Buy Tramadol Online
Tramadol Dog Side Effects
Tramadol 50 Mg Dosage
Side Effects Of Tramadol Hcl
Tramadol And Lexapro
Tramadol Otc
Tramadol Breastfeeding
Tramadol Online Pharmacy No Prescription
Tramadol And Ambien
Adderall And Tramadol
Tramadol No Rx
Tramadol Addiction Symptoms
Tramadol Rx
What Is Tramadol Made Of
Tramadol Ssri
Tramadol And Percocet
Tramadol Urine Drug Test
Tramadol Er 100mg
Long Term Use Of Tramadol
Tramadol Lawsuit
How Does Tramadol Make You Feel
Tramadol Prescription Online
Order Tramadol Online No Prescription Overnight
Can You Sniff Tramadol
Buy Tramadol With Mastercard
Does Tramadol Have Asprin In It
Is Tramadol A Nsaid
Tramadol Hcl High
Online Tramadol No Prescription
Generic Name For Tramadol
What Is The Medicine Tramadol
Tramadol Use In Dogs
Tramadol Overdose Amount
Tramadol 300 Mg
Tramadol Online No Prescription Cod
Tramadol Hcl Er
Tramadol Generic Name
Is Tramadol Like Vicodin
Tramadol And Ibuprofen Together
Tramadol Withdrawal Time
Tramadol For Sale No Prescription
Tramadol 10mg
Tramadol No Prescription Needed
Tramadol Withdrawals
Tramadol Ibuprofen
Tramadol Non Narcotic
Tramadol No Prescription Overnight Delivery
Tramadol 325 Mg
Can You Inject Tramadol
Tramadol 50mg Picture
How Much Tramadol Can I Take
Tramadol 25mg
Can You Overdose On Tramadol
Tramadol Long Term Use
Overnight Tramadol Cod
Tramadol Vs Ultram
Tramadol And Weed
Side Effects Of Tramadol 50mg
Tramadol And Weight Loss
Tramadol Hydrochloride High
Tramadol Withdrawal Symptoms Duration
Tramadol Non-Narcotic
Ambien And Tramadol
Tramadol Active Ingredients
Tramadol Street Price
Is Tramadol A Controlled Substance In Florida
Tramadol For Fibromyalgia
Cod Tramadol Overnight
How Much Tramadol Can I Give My Dog
Tramadol Brand Name
Health Solutions Tramadol
Cyclobenzaprine And Tramadol
Whats Tramadol
High On Tramadol
Tramadol Snorting
Tramadol And Dogs
Buy Tramadol Cheap
Tramadol Side Effect
Painkiller Tramadol
Iv Tramadol
Tramadol Prices
Tramadol Reactions
Is Tramadol Addicting
Dosage Of Tramadol
Tramadol Allergy
An627 Tramadol
Hcl Tramadol
Tramadol Pain Killer
Tramadol And Methadone
Veterinary Tramadol
Overdose On Tramadol
Can Tramadol Cause Seizures
Cheap Tramadol Without Prescription
Tramadol 20online
Tramadol Maximum Dog
Effexor And Tramadol
Tramadol Compared To Hydrocodone
Tramadol 100
100 Mg Tramadol
Tramadol For Dog
Picture Of Tramadol
Tramadol For Sleep
Tramadol Kidney
Buying Tramadol
Tramadol Suicide
Tramadol And Celexa
Tramadol Xr
How Long Does Tramadol Take To Work
Buy Generic Tramadol Online
Tramadol Versus Vicodin
Tramadol Withdrawal Help
Tramadol Abuse Potential
How To Get Tramadol
Tramadol Rxlist
Generic Tramadol No Prescription
Tramadol Buy No Prescription
Tramadol Before Surgery
Tramadol 325-37.5
Tramadol Opiate Agonists
Tramadol As An Antidepressant
Tramadol High Blood Pressure
Tramadol Shelf Life
Tramadol Opioid
Canadian Pharmacy Tramadol
Can U Get High Off Tramadol
How Long Does It Take Tramadol To Work
Tramadol Online No Prescription Overnight Delivery
Tramadol And Grapefruit Juice
Taking Tramadol While Pregnant
Tramadol Shot
Tramadol Apap Side Effects
Tramadol Lethal Dose
Tramadol Codeine
Tramadol Kidney Damage
Tramadol With Acetaminophen
Tramadol Vs Toradol
Tramadol Capsules
Buy Tramadol Overnight Cod
How Long Does It Take For Tramadol To Get Out Of Your System
What Is Tramadol Used For In Dogs
Tramadol Dogs Dosage
Tramadol And Constipation
How Long Does Tramadol Take To Kick In
Can You Take Tramadol With Vicodin
Tramadol Usage
How Much Tramadol Is Too Much
Tramadol Dosage Humans
Can I Take Tylenol With Tramadol
Tramadol Hcl 50 Mg Narcotic
Tramadol For Humans
Tramadol For Tooth Pain
Tramadol And Gabapentin
Tramadol Dosage To Get High
Tramadol Canine Side Effects
Zoloft And Tramadol
Can I Snort Tramadol
Plugging Tramadol
Tramadol Dosage For Cats
Tramadol Weight Gain
Addiction To Tramadol
Will Tramadol Show Up In A Drug Test
Tramadol Generic Names
What Class Of Drug Is Tramadol
Is Tramadol An Opiate Drug
Tramadol Side Effects For Dogs
Tramadol Taper Schedule
Health Solutions Network Tramadol
What Is Tramadol Hcl 50 Mg Used For
Tramadol Withdrawal Timeline
Tramadol Images
Can You Shoot Up Tramadol
Tramadol An Opiate
Tramadol Grapefruit
Tramadol Urine Drug Screen
Tramadol Pregnancy Category
Tramadol Rash
Buy Tramadol Online Cheap
Tramadol Max Dose
Tramadol 50mg For Dogs Side Effects
Side Effects Of Tramadol 50 Mg
Oxycodone Vs Tramadol
Tramadol Toothache
Tramadol News
Does Tramadol Contain Codeine
Mixing Tramadol And Hydrocodone
Tramadol And Depression
Can You Take Tramadol With Suboxone
Tramadol Blood Thinner
What Class Is Tramadol
Tramadol Overnight Mastercard
Lexapro And Tramadol
Is Tramadol A Muscle Relaxer
Can You Shoot Tramadol
How Long Does It Take For Tramadol To Kick In
Maximum Dose Of Tramadol
Buy Tramadol Online Without Prescriptions
Tramadol Side Effects Itching
Tramadol High Dosage
Tramadol Dosage For Adults
Will Tramadol Test Positive For Opiates
Can You Take Tylenol With Tramadol
Tramadol High Effects
Ultram Vs Tramadol
Tramadol Buy Cod
Tramadol And Aspirin
Online Order Tramadol
Rx Tramadol
Tramadol Tablet
Tramadol Online Cheap
Tramadol Sr
Addicted To Tramadol
Buy Tramadol On Line
Tramadol Morphine
Long Term Tramadol Use
Tramadol Hci 50 Mg
Tramadol Side Effects Women
Mixing Tramadol And Vicodin
Buy Tramadol Cod Overnight
Andrew Heath Tramadol
Tramadol Cod Online
Expired Tramadol
Is Tramadol Narcotic
Buy Cheap Tramadol On
Buy Cheap Tramadol Buy
Tramadol Side Affects
Tramadol Drug Testing
Tramadol Indications
Tramadol And Ssri
Tramadol Experiences
50 Hcl Mg Tramadol
Tramadol Or Vicodin
Tramadol Controlled
Tramadol Erowid Experience
Tramadol And Klonopin
Tramadol Shipped To Florida
Tramadol Cod Overnight Delivery
Side Effects Of Tramadol For Dogs
Can Tramadol Be Snorted
How To Wean Off Tramadol
How Long Does It Take To Get Tramadol Out Of Your System
Best Price Tramadol
Celexa And Tramadol
Buy Tramadol Cheap Online
Tramadol And Vicodin Together
Tramadol Cod Next Day
Tramadol On Drug Test
Buy Cheap Tramadol Online No Prescription
Tramadol Apap 37.5 325 Mg
Non Prescription Tramadol
Tramadol Dose For Humans
Tramadol Gabapentin
Can You Take Tramadol With Tylenol
Buy Tramadol Online No Prescription Cod
Tramadol Schedule 2
What Is Tramadol Hcl 50mg Used For
Buy Tramadol Without Prescriptions
How To Get Off Tramadol
Tramadol 20mg
Tramadol Drug Screen
Can U Get High On Tramadol
No Prescription Tramadol Online
Tramadol And Advil
Tramadol Overdose Treatment
Tramadol Narcotic Class
Side Effects For Tramadol
Order Tramadol Online Cod Overnight
Tramadol Gabapentin
Nucynta Vs Tramadol
Buy Ultram Tramadol
Tramadol Veterinary Use
Tramadol 100mg Online
Buy Tramadol Online No Prescription Cheap
How Long Does It Take For Tramadol To Leave Your System
What Schedule Drug Is Tramadol
Tramadol Wikipedia
Troy Pharmacy Tramadol
Tramadol Opiate Withdrawal
Best Way To Take Tramadol
Tramadol Overnight Cod Delivery
Can You Snort Tramadol 50mg
Tramadol Like Vicodin
Tramadol And Effexor
Tramadol 100 Mg High
Tramadol Schedule Drug
Tramadol Kidney Stones
How Much Tramadol To Overdose
Tramadol And Weight Gain
Tramadol Max Dosage
Can You Snort Tramadol 50 Mg
Tramadol T7
Tramadol Potentiators
Benefits Of Tramadol
Taking Tramadol
Where Can I Buy Tramadol Online
Tramadol 200mg Er
Allergic Reaction To Tramadol
How Much Does Tramadol Cost
Tramadol Fedex Overnight
Tramadol And Hydrocodone Together
Tramadol Cream
Do You Need A Prescription For Tramadol
Can Humans Take Tramadol
Tramadol Buy Online No Prescription
Tramadol And Coumadin
Tramadol Dea Schedule
Tramadol Legal Status
Tramadol 60 Mg
Side Effects From Tramadol
Buy Tramadol For Dogs
Tramadol Pharmacology
Tramadol Apap 37.5
Tramadol Restless Leg Syndrome
Shooting Tramadol
How To Buy Tramadol Online
Rxlist Tramadol
Tramadol Pain Medicine
Tramadol 100mg Er
Tramadol And Wellbutrin
Tramadol Online Pharmacy No Prescription Needed
Does Tramadol Show Up On A Drug Test 2012
How To Get High On Tramadol
How Long Is Tramadol In Your System
Que Es Tramadol
Tramadol 75 Mg
Tramadol Next Day Delivery
Is Tramadol Safe During Pregnancy
What Is Tramadol Used For In Humans
Tramadol And Benadryl
Tramadol Overnight Fedex
Tramadol Ketorolaco
Tramadol Pill Id
Tramadol No Prescription Cod
Can I Take Tramadol With Tylenol
Other Names For Tramadol
Tramadol Fibromyalgia
Tramadol Recommended Dosage
Purchase Tramadol No Prescription
Tramadol 083
What Is Tramadol 50mg Used For
What Does Tramadol Feel Like
Does Tramadol Cause Weight Gain
Define Tramadol
Long Term Side Effects Of Tramadol
Will Tramadol Show Up On A Urine Drug Test
Can You Legally Buy Tramadol Online
Buy Tramadol Hcl
What Does Tramadol Show Up As On A Drug Test
Tramadol Ultram Side Effects
Tramadol 50mg Dosage For Dogs
Can You Take Tramadol With Hydrocodone
Tramadol Controlled Substance Schedule
Tramadol Er 200 Mg
Does Tramadol Have Codeine
Get High On Tramadol
Tramadol Arthritis
Tramadol And Blood Pressure
Tramadol And Soma
Cod Overnight Tramadol
Pill Tramadol
Tramadol And Cyclobenzaprine
Tramadol Adderall
Tramadol Dea
Tramadol Sex
Tramadol Identification
Tramadol 90
Methadone And Tramadol
Withdrawals From Tramadol
Tramadol Expiration
Tramadol 89
Tramadol Info
Tramadol 650
Tramadol For Pe
Fedex Tramadol
Tramadol Time Released
Order Tramadol Without Prescription
Doses Of Tramadol
Tramadol Hci 50mg
Tramadol And Marijuana
Tramadol Gout
Tramadol Taper
Will Tramadol Show On Drug Test
Get Tramadol
Ultram Tramadol Hcl
180 Tramadol Cheap
Tramadol Purchase Online
Tramadol Withdraw
Cheapest Tramadol Available Online
Very Cheap Tramadol
Tramadol Online Si
Lowest Price Tramadol
Saturday Delivery Tramadol
Drug Test Tramadol
Ordering Tramadol
Free Tramadol
Tramadol Forums
Tramadol Doseage
180 Tramadol
Tramadol Use
What Is The Drug Tramadol
Purchase Tramadol Without Prescription
Tramadol Hc
Extended Release Tramadol
Price Of Tramadol
Crushing Tramadol
Tramadol Acetaminophen 37.5
Street Value Of Tramadol 50mg
Tramadol Hcl 50 Mg Tablets
Tramadol Aspirin
Dosage Of Tramadol For Dogs
Tramadol For Menstrual Cramps
Tramadol Dosage In Dogs
Symptoms Of Tramadol Withdrawal
Tramadol Seizure Risk
Tramadol Dose To Get High
Discount Tramadol Online
Tramadol Controlled Substance Illinois
What Is The Street Value Of Tramadol
Tramadol Us Pharmacy
Tramadol Recreational Dose Bluelight
Tramadol Hydrochloride Side Effects
Tramadol And Zoloft Together
Is Tramadol Hcl A Narcotic
Symptoms Of Tramadol Overdose
Recreational Use Of Tramadol
Cheap Online Tramadol
Meloxicam And Tramadol
Tramadol Dosage Cats
Buy Generic Tramadol No Prescription
Tramadol Online Mastercard
Tramadol Gluten Free
Tramadol Pharmacy Online
Tramadol And Vicodin Mix
Will Tramadol Get Me High
Tramadol Addiction Signs
Pain Reliever Tramadol
Tramadol Overnight Delivery Cod
Tramadol Cash On Delivery
Buy Tramadol 50mg
Tramadol 50 Mg Tab
Tramadol Ingredients 50 Mg
Can You Get High Off Tramadol 50mg
Tramadol Codeine Allergy
Tramadol Hcl 50 Mg Dosage
Tramadol Hcl Dogs
Can I Take My Dogs Tramadol
Tramadol No Prescription Overnight Shipping
Smoking Tramadol On Foil
Tramadol Xl
What Does Tramadol Do To You
Online Tramadol Cod
Tramadol Hcl 50mg Tablets
Does Tramadol Test Positive For Opiates
Tramadol 180 Tabs
50 Mg Tramadol High
319 Tramadol
Canine Tramadol Side Effects
Buy Tramadol Without Rx
Buy Tramadol Overnight Delivery No Prescription
Buy Tramadol 100mg
Tramadol Pill Identification
Tramadol Ultram 50mg
Tramadol Keeps Me Awake
Is Tramadol Habit Forming
Tramadol Street Value 50 Mg
Side Effects Tramadol Oral
What Does Tramadol Have In It
Para Que Sirve El Tramadol
Can You Take Tramadol And Hydrocodone Together
Tramadol 650 Mg
100mg Tramadol High
Tramadol And Codeine Allergy
Does Tramadol Show Up On Drug Tests
Tramadol Hcl 50 Mg Street Value
Buying Tramadol Online No Prescription
Cymbalta And Tramadol Interaction
Tramadol Klonopin Interaction
Does Tramadol Show Up In A Urine Test
Tramadol Withdrawal Relief
Meloxicam Vs Tramadol
Tramadol For Depression And Anxiety
Tramadol Yahoo Answers
Tramadol Pdr
Tramadol Long Term Side Effects
Tramadol Percocet
Tramadol Apap 37.5mg 325mg Side Effects
What Is The Medication Tramadol Used For
Tramadol Free Shipping
Tramadol Contains
Can You Take Tramadol And Vicodin Together
Another Name For Tramadol
Buy Tramadol 50 Mg
Tramadol Chemical Structure
Can Tramadol Be Taken With Ibuprofen
Ultracet Vs Tramadol
Tramadol Vs Hydrocodone High
Tramadol Suboxone
Tramadol And Tylenol Together
Tramadol Zydus
Tramadol Ld50
Percocet Vs Tramadol
Tramadol Sales
Tramadol Cod Fedex
Tramadol Dose For Cats
Tramadol And Alcohol Side Effects
Cheapest Tramadol Online No Prescription Needed
Tramadol Urinalysis
Tramadol And Aleve
Tramadol For Dogs Dosage Chart
Tramadol Overdose Side Effects
Tramadol Jaundice
Tramadol Hydrochloride Tablets
Tramadol 200mg Online
Tramadol Next Day Fedex
How To Stop Taking Tramadol
Tramadol And High Blood Pressure
Tramadol Maximum Daily Dose
Max Dose Of Tramadol
How Many 50mg Tramadol To Get High
Tramadol 100mg High
Buy Tramadol Free Shipping
Tramadol 800mg
Tramadol Long Term
Tramadol Looks Like
Tramadol Hangover
Tramadol Recall
Tramadol Joint Pain
Buy Tramadol Now
Buy Tramadol 180
Tramadol Zoloft Interaction
Tramadol Hcl 50 Mg For Dogs
Can Tramadol Kill You
Tramadol Cheap No Prescription
Tramadol 99.95
Tramadol Gives Me Energy
Can I Take Tramadol With Vicodin
Tramadol Kidney Disease
Tramadol Online Rx
Tramadol And Vicodin Taken Together
Will Tramadol Make You Fail A Drug Test
Tramadol Online Overnight No Prescription
Cheap Tramadol Overnight No Prescription
Tramadol Cod Delivery Next Day
Is There Acetaminophen In Tramadol
Buy Tramadol Online No Prescription Next Day Delivery
Buy Tramadol Saturday Delivery
Tramadol Warnings
Tramadol Without Rx Overnight
Shop Tramadol
Cheap Tramadol Without Prescriptions
Tramadol For Pain Relief
Tramadol No Script
Order Tramadol Cod Overnight Delivery
What Is The Half Life Of Tramadol
Acetaminophen And Tramadol
Tramadol Coupon
Tramadol Dangers
Tramadol Schedule Dea
Tramadol And Motrin
How Many Tramadol To Overdose
Tramadol For Dogs Safe For Humans
Mixing Tramadol And Oxycodone
Tramadol Dose Dogs
Prozac And Tramadol
Tramadol And Flexeril Together
Tramadol As Antidepressant
Is Tramadol A Controlled Substance 2012
Tramadol 37.5 Dosage
Getting High Off Tramadol
Cheap Overnight Tramadol
Tramadol Hydrochloride 50 Mg High
Tapentadol Vs Tramadol
  • Archive of "family life" Category

    A Letter to My Oldest

    February 3, 2015 // No Comments »

    Posted in family life, Tristan

    Dear Tristan,

    As I write this, you are curled up on my feet watching Handy Manny. At three years and four months old, you are fascinated with anything related to tools. Anything. You want to know about each tool, what it does, if Daddy uses one at work, how old you need to be before you can have that tool, if Mommy has ever used the tool and so on. We discuss tools at great length. I love seeing your passion develop and I love encouraging you to pursue the things that excite you.

    You love school. You go to the On My Own program at school, twice a week. You love your teachers, you love your friends and you get so serious about telling me about your day. I wish I could be there to drop you off and pick up but fortunately, you still want to tell me about your class when I pick you up from your Mumma’s house at the end of the day. I’m so excited that school is a place you are excited to go and that you feel encouraged in your learning journey.

    You absolutely adore your little brother. You call him your “Wynnipynn” or “Wynn Pynn Pynn”. One of your favorite activities to to tell Wynn about your tools or to give him your old Megablocks while you play next to him with your Duplos. You are his biggest cheerleader during his physical therapy appointments and are very well attuned to his state of being. When he is sick, you want to know what Mommy is doing to fix it. When he is happy, you are usually the source of his mirth.

    I can’t believe you have been mine for so long. My life before you seems like a distant memory. I remember it fondly, it was wonderful and it shaped me into the woman I am today but the present day with you and your brother are so much more vibrant than the life I once lived.

    I love you.


    On Transitioning to a Family of Four

    June 3, 2014 // No Comments »

    Posted in Baby, family life, home life, Siblings, Toddlers

    In my naive, only-child ways, I truly believed adjusting to life as a family of four would be easy. B and I have kept a tiny human alive for the last two years and seven months who has become more and more independent. People far less equipped than us have done the same. And the same less equipped people managed to add additional tiny humans to their families. B and I should have had this in the bag.

    But here’s the thing. Your independent, creative, funny toddler may start to resemble the Honest Toddler. Suddenly there are temper tantrums coming out of a child that previously kept good listening ears on all day. He’ll only want to eat when the baby is eating and the rest of the time can be found orchestrating a hunger strike with a level of enthusiasm that makes you wonder if Child Protective Services will be appearing at your house soon. When he eventually caves on his hunger strikes, he’ll refuse to eat anything but strawberries (which isn’t helpful because you don’t have any in the house).

    Navigating sibling relationships is such a strange journey for me. This is the closest I’ve ever been to siblings before. Even though W is only two weeks old, there is a dynamic relationship forming between him and T. It is fascinating to watch and such a heavy responsibility when I think of all the ways that my behavior will influence that relationship.

    If there is one thing I want for my boys, I want them to be close in adulthood. I want them to feel like they always have each other. I want them to be the best man in the other’s wedding. I want them to always have a sense of family because of the other. I don’t want them to feel alone like I frequently do.

    The one where strangers ask about my uterus

    July 7, 2013 // No Comments »

    Posted in Baby, family life

    I went to a baby shower this afternoon for a girl I had grown up with at church. I am a few years older than she is so at times I felt like there was some confusion from other people about why I was there but there was always a closeness between the two of us.

    Part of what makes a baby shower weird is the number of women who around my mother’s age and older who like to make comments about how “they didn’t have that when I had a baby and my baby turned out fine”. Which may or may not be true, depending on who you ask but that is another topic for another time. What makes it weird is that these are basic safety items. Or items that they wished they had when they were young mom’s but didn’t have available.

    The other part that makes the shower weird is how it prompts women to ask those of child bearing age when they are going to have a baby, have another baby or stop having babies. If you have a boy, you are asked if you want a girl. If you have a girl, you are asked if you want a boy. You’ll be asked how many babies you want and questioned about your work status. I always love the question “So you’re a full time mom?” because it implies that for the 40 hours a week that I’m at my employer’s place of business, I stop being a mother. As if it is a switch that I can flip for 8+ hours a day.

    For the most part, I’m able to remind myself that these questions come from a kind place. People aren’t asking these questions to make me feel uncomfortable or put me on the spot. They are asking these questions to form a bond, to feel a human connection. They are trying to take an interest in my life. And for that, I am grateful.

    Every once in a while, a moment happens that blows my mind. Someone asked me today if I was pregnant as they touched the part of my belly that I’m not quite sure will ever go away even though I’ve been working hard at the gym to lose it. When I smiled and said that I hoped she didn’t know something I didn’t know, she asked if I had plans to get pregnant soon. Apparently, when you pass thirty, time is ticking.

    It made me wonder if my uterus if falling down on the job. I had thought we were okay on time. T is only 20 months, full of energy and at a point where he can feel like a full time job. An adorable full time job but much like a job in retail, you don’t get the chance to get off your feet.

    The worst part if knowing that I’ll probably forget all of this in 30 to 40 years and still ask these awkward questions.

    A one day venture into stay at home motherhood

    April 2, 2012 // No Comments »

    Posted in Baby, family life

    So my mom threw her back out. Like call the doctor, beg for muscle relaxers, hide at home threw her back out. Which is problematic for me because my mom watches Baby T during the day so I can work.

    Of course yesterday we had friends offer to watch T for us but that’s when we still thought my mom would be okay for this morning so I turned them down and then woke up to the realization that it might be too late to call and ask for help. Because they have a little girl who does not sleep through the night with the same level of skill as T and they were probably exhausted.

    So we went to the office because I had two or three things that I just had to get done. And then we went to the supermarket. Mainly because I have this idea that Stay at Home Mommy has the time/energy/sanity to bake and I refuse to pay $45 to order lactation cookies online. We get home. We have a nurse and a cuddle. I put T down for a nap.

    And nothing. The boy won’t sleep. He’ll cry. He’ll wrestle sleep sheep (who is playing whale noises at the moment). He’ll make desperate sounds I refer to as “Raptor Noises”. But he won’t sleep. Apparently, my baby boy will take epic naps at his grandmother’s house for three hours every morning but if I just want him to sleep for an hour and a half so I can make lactation cookies, that is way too much to ask.

    He prefers to sleep on his boppy with my nipple in his mouth. I call it sleep nursing. He’ll sleep as long as he can drool out breast milk but the second that nipple is put away, he’s awake and he’s angry and I have failed as a parent (in his perception, fortunately, not mine).

    I read somewhere that babies save their worst behaviors for their mothers and I wonder if T is testing that already. I suppose if he truly knows my love is unconditional, he can unleash the crazy that he might not want to share with the rest of the world.

    Its a good thing I love his face.

    The one where you find out where I’ve been

    September 8, 2009 // 4 Comments »

    Posted in family life, home life

    Before Labor Day, I took a lifetime supply of books on “How to Write” out from the public library with the intent that I would spend some serious time improving my skills. As with anything in life, writing is a skill that if not used, you will lose. And for the last three months, I just haven’t been flexing my writing muscles.
    Then again, I haven’t really been flexing any muscles. And there is now a Homer Simpson style butt imprint on my new couch that belongs to me and a little kitty butt imprint right next to it.  (By the way, we adopted a kitty.) We are nothing but class at the Morgan household.

    The big reason for all of this was that I was on a medical leave of absence from work for 6 weeks and I’ve only recently gone back to cube land part time. I’d like to say that cube land missed me but there were some dust bunnies forming on my desk while I was out that had started to impersonate me. At least the dust bunnies got a head start on some of my projects for me.

    As for the medical leave of absence, the long and short of it is that I started off with bronchitis that was later re-diagnosed as “Acute Asthmatic Bronchitis” (which there is nothing cute about, FYI). That diagnosis was problematic since I don’t have asthma but they treated the asthma I don’t have any way but the medicine they gave me angered my heart problem and then I was done. 6 weeks later, I’m still moving at a quarter of the pace that I am used to moving at and I feel like I massively missed out on summer. Which are side effects of the fun filled beta-blockers I’ve since been consuming twice daily.
    So while everyone else was out there enjoying the sun and wearing bikinis on the beach, I was on the couch. All day. Every day. I’d like to tell you that it was exciting but the most excitement I got was the day I decided to watch all of the Terminator movies in one sitting (hence the Homer Simpson style butt print). I also had great plans that I was going to expand my mind while I was out of work, but I was really lying to myself. I did a lot of reading but my mind was so foggy (and still is to a certain extent) that I wasn’t reading anything challenging. For example, I’ve had Saint Augustine’s “Confessions” on my reading list for about three years and this was not my summer to finally read it. I think I lasted about five pages before I decided to go back to bed.

    In the same line of thought, I had great plans to do lots of writing. After finding a box filled with my poetry from college, I thought I spend some time writing poems. Or maybe I’d would spend some time creating some blog drafts and cleaning up a few writing projects that have been littering my kitchen table for a while now. I did none of it.

    The most ambition I had all summer was fold hundreds of paper stars while watching movies and painting my nails at least twice a week.

    I’m not saying any of this to complain but more to explain: at the moment, I am prone to rambling due to a lack of human interaction. Remember community? I needed more of it than I was able to receive for six long weeks. Sadly, while I’m able to hide my temporary rambling tendencies in person (unless you are Brian or Oliver, in which case, you are getting hit with all of it) hiding those rambling tendencies is a bit more difficult while writing. Because in my head I have so much I want to share with everyone that I haven’t said in months.

    And I miss blogging. I miss sharing ideas and encountering new ideas I can barely wrap my mind around and I miss commenting. I miss twitter and Facebook and the good feeling that comes with a morning coffee (decaf these days) and a full Google reader that desperately needs attention.

    It is good to see all of you again. Excuse the rambling, the books I picked up just didn’t help with that.

    Save New Beginnings

    May 26, 2009 // 5 Comments »

    Posted in challenges, community, education, family life

    Bensalem School District wants to cancel New Beginnings, a program geared towards helping teenage moms get their high school degrees and learn how to care for their children. I don’t live in Bensalem but this drives me nuts – the New Beginnings program is a great example of being proactive  with a community problem. Run by Patti Pearson, New Beginnings has a 90% graduation rate for its program participants.

    What I love most this program is that it breaks the cycle. By supporting these young women in difficult circumstances, New Beginnings give their children a better chance in life. Patti’s love for the young women she works with is one of the most beautiful things I have ever seen.

    The other thing I love about this program is that it is the community that solves the problem. Instead of waiting for the federal or state governement to step in and save the day, Bensalem School District took charge. These women were part of the community and were given resources to not onlyhelp themselves but ultimately contribute towards the community.

    Please check out the following post by Kathrin Ivanovic at The Diversity Projekt. If you are able to help support this important program, it would be greatly appreciated.

    10 weeks later: I cry

    April 27, 2009 // 4 Comments »

    Posted in challenges, changes, family life

    My grandfather once tried to teach me not to cry.

    “Doie”, using his childhood nickname for me, “when you are dead and gone, you are just that. Dead and gone. Crying won’t bring you back so don’t cry when I’m gone.”

    Of course, I cried when he was gone. And he was right. Crying did not raise him from the dead, nor did it further cement him in my mind.

    All crying did was make my eyes burn until I was all cried out. Or maybe I was just so dehydrated, my body found it to be physically impossible to cry any more.

    Either way, I didn’t really cry for six weeks even though I needed to cry. Sometimes a single sob would escape my mouth but I could not sustain it. There were no more tears to give.

    I couldn’t cry if my life depended on it. I wanted to cry, I just couldn’t remember how to do it.

    I didn’t cry when I read his obituary in the local newspaper and saw my name on the list of his survivors. And I didn’t feel like I was surviving.

    I didn’t cry when my fingers touched the laminated prayer card I kept in my purse that my mother gave me before the memorial service.

    I didn’t cry when we divided his belongings amongst us, looking like vultures but feeling like the desperate who needed to cling to a memory.

    Instead, I finally cried in a mall food court like a raving lunatic on a beautiful , sunny Saturday afternoon. I cried so hard, I freaked out a little boy in a Little League uniform at the table next to me. He, in turn, burst into tears and spilled his chocolate milk all over himself.

    No one else seemed to notice. No one else seemed to care.

    He still didn’t come back even though my mouth tasted like a peculiar form of grief I had not discovered earlier.

    Time had moved forward as time often does. While physically, I moved forward, emotionally, I stopped on February 19th. Since then, I merely went through the motions. It was all just make believe.

    Sitting in a consumer wasteland, the truth of the matter was realized.

    Define Family

    February 26, 2009 // 2 Comments »

    Posted in adoption, changes, family life, marriage, relationships

    For the last few months, I’ve been thinking a lot about blended families. I grew up in a blended family. My father is not my bio father. My mother is my biological mother. I was raised by my grandparents. And then I was raised by my mom and dad but not bio dad. And then I was adopted.

    It gets confusing.

    But I’m not the only one in this situation.

    I would tell you that the face of a typical American family is changing but the truth of the matter is the face of the typical American family has not existed for years. I hope I am not telling you anything you had not heard or experienced before.

    As the composition of families change, many of us are going to have to reevaluate our definitions of families. Does a family consist solely of a husband, a wife and at least one child? How do adopted children fit into our ideas of family? Can step parents be included in our definition of family while excluding bio parents? Can grandparents realistically double as parents? Is there really such a thing as immediate family versus extended family? Can a couple constitute a family unit? Does gender or sexual orientation matter when we talk about family structure?

    As we struggle to answer these questions within the context of our own lives, we will also find that many companies will have to do the same thing. But, the upside is that as Gen X and Gen Y rise through the ranks of their organizations, their home life experience will have a large impact on how these definitions are shaped. We grew up in a world where these questions had to be asked. And while our Baby Boomer friends may have created that world, they never had to face the repercussions.

    And really, that benefits all of us.

    Passing On: my introduction to death and dying

    February 19, 2009 // 5 Comments »

    Posted in changes, faith, family life, love

    Dorie and Gampy
    Dorie and Gampy

    If you’ve been following along here for a while, you may have noticed that my grandfather has not been doing well. It’s been breaking my heart to see him suffer.

    As a loved one, it feels next to impossible to make difficult decisions during the end of life. Sometimes honoring their wishes means making insanely painful decisions. Sometimes it means watching and feeling helpless.
    After five years of struggle, my grandfather let go this morning and passed. I’m filled with a strange mixture of grief and relief. While I am so grateful that his suffering is over, I realize that I am now starting the next phase of my life and I do not have his wisdom next to me to directly guide me through this.
    I am so very, very grateful to have had 26 good years with my grandfather. He was more than a grandfather to me: he was my best friend, my mentor, my teacher. Grandfather became a term that was severely inadequate to describe all that he was in my life. At some point over the years, “Grandpa” was shortened to “Gampy” and that name somehow seems most fitting.
    I am grateful for a grandfather who helped me when I was small with my homework. He encouraged my curiousity about the world around me. He humored my experiments in making peanut butter in a blender when we ran out of Skippy (we never did perfect that recipe).  He took me bike riding at Core Creek Park after Summer Theatre in the afternoons. He never just told me “no” or “because I said so” – he explored the why with me and encouraged me to ask tough questions of my surroundings. I will always look back with fond memories of times when he taught me about physics while also teaching me about world history (he was a pilot in the Civil Air Patrol so it works better than most people realize). He taught me about the importance of being mindful of current events while always remembering the past (by the way, he was not a fan of the current economic stimulus plan). He gave me his car when I graduated from college to give me a head start in my adult life.
    My Gampy taught me about how to give and receive unconditional love. He instilled a strong Protestant work ethic in me. He gave me a dry sense of humor (not very useful in a small child but I wouldn’t trade it for anything now). He made Patsy Cline, Glenn Miller and Ella Fitzgerald into the sweetest lullabies. He offered forgiveness freely and unwavering faith in my abilities and place in the world.
    I was blessed to spend a quiet, undisturbed hour with him last night that I will always cherish. I know when he slipped away, it was peaceful and quiet. It was with dignity. It was with grace. While I ache now, I am grateful that in the end his wishes were honored.
    ‘ll be taking a little break from blogging. I’m not quite sure how long it will be. I need to take some time to be quiet with my family and process what this major change will be for us. I am looking forward to connecting with everyone again after I have a better sense of how my life has changed.
    Thank you for all of your support. It is appreciated deeply by myself, Brian and our family.

    We are the lucky ones

    February 12, 2009 // 1 Comment »

    Posted in challenges, changes, family life, husband, money, work life

    I usually don’t like to blog about the recession – it seems pointless to me. My husband and I aren’t really that special as far as an economic example. We both have jobs, we have no kids, I have student loans, and we just bought a house. Sure there are differences between our situation and our friends’ situations but in most cases the similarities are greater than the differences.

    And besides, usually the recession doesn’t hit too close to home.

    Brian and I are the lucky ones. I work in pharmaceuticals and while there have been some layoffs in the industry, I don’t need to worry about it too much. Brian has much less job security than I do though. Why? He is a finish carpenter. He doesn’t work unless you want to build or remodel.

    We’ve been lucky though. Most days there is work for him. Most of the time, he can bring home a full paycheck. And on the days there is no work available for him, we try to remember that we’ve been given the blessing of an extra day to work on our home.

    We’ve heard the horror stories. We had a friend who kept showing up at job sites and asking if there was any work available. He had great carpentry skills but was usually find work as a punch out guy or a paint and spackle bitch. We know another guy who took a huge pay cut just to stay with the home builder he had worked for. It helped him survive the layoff but it certainly didn’t help him pay child support.

    The faces at the job sites are changing. Everyone is just trying to get by and many of the builders are just trying to keep their doors open. Supervisors are doing the work usually reserved for day laborers.

    This past week, there were three horrible days when there was no work for Brian. The first day wasn’t so bad. The second day was concerning and annoying. The third day had my stomach in a knot: how were we going to pay the mortgage? What cuts can we make to our budget? Is the peanut butter I purchase for his lunch every day too expensive?

    I also knew I was being ridiculous.

    By Friday morning, I was a wreck. Was this a sign of things to come? Would I become the primary breadwinner in our family? Had the recession finally hit our home?

    Fortunately there was work for Brian. And my sanity quickly returned as I heard the news. I could have danced around the office in joy. Once again, we were blessed.

    When times are good, it can be so easy for this carpenter’s wife to forget what the bad looks like. When people are buying new homes or remodeling their old homes, my husband makes considerably more money than I do. He makes a family’s life better by changing the space they live in, transforming it into something truly beautiful.

    But when the economic climate changes, our lifestyle changes very quickly. Even when we are the lucky ones.

    This past week was a reminder, while we don’t have to make any major changes to the way we live right now, this is the time to start cutting back a bit. Do we really need to spend this much money on a gift? Why do I think I need new clothes? How can I save money at the grocery store? Why do we have so many online game accounts anyway?

    So far, the biggest changes we have had to make involve changing our remodeling schedule for the house. While we had hoped to put in new windows this spring (the current windows are ancient), we’ll have to wait until 2010. After all, there are 20 windows that need replacing. That could easily cost us four thousand dollars to do the job properly. We’re going to wait a little longer to build our master bedroom suite but that’s okay. Keeping a roof over our heads is far more important.

    We’ve also had to rethink about how we want to vacation. While we had been hoping that 2009 would be a big vacation year, we just can’t spend money that way right now. And if at the last minute, there was work available for Brian, we would have to take advantage of the available work. We’ll probably go camping this year (while I have separation anxiety from my laptop until it fully sinks in that I’ll be able to catch up on my reading list).

    Navigating a recession and keeping your sanity means you need to stay focused on what you have and what you can do. I have a husband who loves me. I have a roof over my head. I have a good life. I can feel grateful for what I have. I can make wise choices with the things entrusted to my care. I can keep my eyes on what is coming over the horizon.

    Change is always coming. What “this too shall pass” really means is cherish it while you have it. Even if it is unpleasant.