Tramadol
Buy Tramadol Online
Tramadol Online
Tramadol Hcl
Tramadol Side-Effects
Tramadol Side Effects
Tramadol For Dogs
Tramadol 50mg
Tramadol 50 Mg
What Is Tramadol
Tramadol Dosage
Tramadol High
Buy Tramadol
Is Tramadol A Narcotic
Tramadol Overnight
Tramadol Hcl 50 Mg
Side Effects Of Tramadol
Tramadol Hcl 50mg
Tramadol Withdrawal
Tramadol Addiction
Order Tramadol Online
Tramadol Recreational Use
Snorting Tramadol
Tramadol Withdrawal Symptoms
Tramadol Hydrochloride
Tramadol Apap
Is Tramadol An Opiate
Does Tramadol Get You High
Tramadol No Prescription
How Long Does Tramadol Stay In Your System
Cheap Tramadol
Tramadol C O D
Tramadol Abuse
Tramadol And Alcohol
Tramadol Vs Vicodin
Tramadol Overdose
Tramadol Cod
Order Tramadol
Tramadol Ingredients
Tramadol Online Pharmacy
What Is Tramadol Used For
Tramadol Online No Prescription
Tramadol Acetaminophen
Can You Snort Tramadol
Tramadol Dosage For Dogs
Buy Tramadol C O D
Tramadol Dogs
Buy Tramadol Cod
Is Tramadol A Controlled Substance
Tramadol Dose
Is Tramadol Addictive
Buy Tramadol Online No Prescription
Tramadol 100mg
Tramadol Half Life
Online Tramadol
Buy Tramadol No Prescription
Tramadol Hcl 50 Mg Tablet
Tramadol Hcl 50mg Tab
Tramadol Drug Test
Tramadol 50mg For Dogs
Tramadol Vs Hydrocodone
How Much Tramadol To Get High
Tramadol Schedule
Erowid Tramadol
Buy Tramadol Without Prescription
Tramadol Without Prescription
Overnight Tramadol
Tramadol Ultram
Generic Tramadol
Tramadol Dosing
Tramadol 50
Tramadol Controlled Substance
50 Mg Tramadol
Tramadol Side Effects Dogs
Tramadol 50mg Side Effects
Tramadol For Dogs Dosage
Tramadol Narcotic
Tramadol Without Prescriptions
What Is Tramadol Hcl
Can You Get High Off Tramadol
Tramadol 50mg Tablets
Tramadol Prescription
Tramadol Medication
Tramadol Street Value
Tramadol Uses
Buy Tramadol Overnight
Tramadol Buy
Tramadol Interactions
What Is Tramadol 50mg
Acetaminophen Tramadol
Ultram Tramadol
Buy Cheap Tramadol
Tramadol An 627
Buy Tramadol Online Without A Prescription
Tramadol And Ibuprofen
Tramadol And Pregnancy
Tramadol Generic
Cheap Tramadol Online
Tramadol For Dogs Side Effects
Tramadol Hcl Side Effects
Tramadol 319
Tramadol Vs Percocet
Tramadol Wiki
Can You Get High On Tramadol
Tramadol For Cats
Tramadol Drug Interactions
Ultram Tramadol
Tramadol Hydrochloride 50 Mg
Does Tramadol Show Up On A Drug Test
50mg Tramadol
Buy Tramadol Online C O D
Tramadol Drug
Side Effects Tramadol
Next Day Tramadol
Tramadol Cheap
Tramadol Er
Snort Tramadol
Online Pharmacy Tramadol
What Does Tramadol Look Like
What Is In Tramadol
Purchase Tramadol
Tramadol Effects
Tramadol Classification
Will Tramadol Show Up On A Drug Test
Tramadol Acetaminophen 37.5-325
Discount Tramadol
Tramadol Acetaminophen 37.5 325
Buy Tramadol Online Cod
Tramadol Vs Oxycodone
Tramadol Side Effects In Dogs
Tramadol Cod Overnight
Tramadol For Sale
Tramadol Price
Ez Tramadol
What Does Tramadol Do
Tramadol Online Cod
Tramadol For Depression
Buying Tramadol Online
Tramadol And Vicodin
Tramadol Opiate
Tramadol Recreational
Tramadol 180
Tramadol Online Overnight
Tramadol Pharmacy
100mg Tramadol
Cod Tramadol
Tramadol And Hydrocodone
C O D Tramadol
Effects Of Tramadol
Tramadol In Dogs
Tramadol Seizures
Tramadol Online No Prescription Overnight
Tramadol Alcohol
Tramadol Dosages
Tramadol Reviews
Tramadol 50 Mg Side Effects
Tramadol Overnight Shipping
Tramadol Pain Medication
Tramadol For Headaches
Side Effects Of Tramadol In Dogs
Tramadol Mg
Tramadol 50 Mg High
Buy Tramadol Online Overnight
Tramadol Overnight Delivery
Tramadol Bargain
Tramadol Recreational Dose
Tramadol And Tylenol
What Is Tramadol 50 Mg
Tramadol Headache
Tramadol Mechanism Of Action
Tramadol For Pain
Ingredients In Tramadol
Tramadol Hci
Tramadol Saturday Delivery
Cheapest Tramadol
Tramadol Dog
Tramadol Canine
Tramadol Depression
Prescription Tramadol
Tramadol Constipation
Tramadol 37.5
Tramadol Hcl 50 Mg Side Effects
What Are The Side Effects Of Tramadol
Tramadol Dose For Dogs
Buy Cheap Tramadol Online
Tramadol Hcl Dosage
How Long Does Tramadol Last
Tramadol Overnight Cod
Order Tramadol Cod
Is Tramadol An Nsaid
Tramadol Pregnancy
Tramadol Injection
Tramadol Side Effects In Women
Tramadol Extended Release
Tramadol Drug Class
Tramadol Dosage For Humans
Order Tramadol Online Cod
Tramadol Pictures
Tramadol Contraindications
Where To Buy Tramadol
What Is Tramadol Hcl Used For
Tramadol 200mg
Tramadol For Opiate Withdrawal
Order Tramadol Online Overnight
Tramadol Doses
Tramadol Pills
Tramadol Fedex
Tramadol Itching
Tramadol Buzz
Tramadol C O D Delivery
Half Life Of Tramadol
Tramadol Cost
Tramadol Weight Loss
Canine Tramadol
Tramadol 100 Mg
No Prescription Tramadol
Buy Tramadol Online Without Prescription
Tramadol Withdrawl
Generic For Tramadol
Tramadol 377
Tramadol Buy Online
Tramadol Detox
Tramadol Next Day
Tramadol And Seizures
Tramadol Pill
Tramadol Sale
Tramadol Withdrawal Duration
Can You Smoke Tramadol
Tramadol Hcl 50
Tramadol Apap 37.5mg 325mg
Tramadol Vs Lortab
Tramadol For Migraines
Tramadol Hcl 50 Mg High
Tramadol Strengths
Tramadol Nsaid
Order Tramadol No Prescription
Is Tramadol Stronger Than Vicodin
Buy Tramadol Online No Prescription Overnight
Tramadol Canine Dosage
Tramadol No Prescription Overnight
Tramadol For Pets
Street Value Of Tramadol
Tramadol Addiction Treatment
Tramadol 50 Mg Tablets
Tramadol 50mg High
Order Tramadol Overnight
Tramadol Cod Delivery
Tramadol During Pregnancy
Tramadol Without Rx
Tramadol Get You High
What Is Tramadol Hcl 50 Mg
Tramadol Antidepressant
Tramadol Tablets
Ic Tramadol Hcl
Tramadol Anxiety
Tramadol A Narcotic
Tramadol And Adderall
Tramadol Premature Ejaculation
Tramadol Order Online
Medication Tramadol
Dog Tramadol
Tramadol Com
Tramadol And Suboxone
Can You Get High Off Of Tramadol
Tramadol Cats
Tramadol On Line
Low Price Tramadol
Smoking Tramadol
Tramadol Vs Norco
Tramadol Overdose Symptoms
Tramadol Back Pain
Purchase Tramadol Online
Does Tramadol Contain Acetaminophen
Tramadol Hcl Tab 50mg
Tramadol Hcl Uses
Tramadol Hcl For Dogs
Can You Take Ibuprofen With Tramadol
Tramadol Hcl-Acetaminophen
Tramadol Overnight No Prescription
Tramadol Maximum Dose
Is Tramadol An Anti-Inflammatory
Buy Generic Tramadol
Where To Buy Tramadol Online
Is Tramadol An Anti Inflammatory
Does Tramadol Contain Aspirin
Acetaminophen Tramadol 325 37.5
Tramadol Long Term Effects
Tramadol Hcl -Acetaminophen
Tramadol 500mg
Tramadol To Get High
Tramadol Urine Test
Long Term Effects Of Tramadol
Tramadol Euphoria
Side Effect Of Tramadol
How Long Does Tramadol Stay In Urine
Tramadol Hcl 50mg Tab Mylan
Tramadol Liver
Acetaminophen Tramadol 325-37.5
Tramadol Hcl 50mg Tablet
Tramadol Package Insert
How Long Does Tramadol Stay In Your Urine
Buy Discount Tramadol
Tramadol 50mg Dosage
Tramadol Hydrochloride 50mg
Tramadol Over The Counter
Tramadol While Pregnant
Ordering Tramadol Online
Tramadol 50 Mg Street Value
Tramadol Veterinary
Snorting Tramadol 50 Mg
Tramadol Hydrochloride For Dogs
Tramadol Prescribing Information
Does Tramadol Make You Sleepy
Order Tramadol Online No Prescription
Is Tramadol An Opioid
Tramadol For Back Pain
Cheap Tramadol No Prescription
Tramadol Hcl 50mg Side Effects
Is Tramadol 50 Mg A Narcotic
Tramadol 50 Mg Street Price
Tramadol Withdrawal Treatment
Tramadol Is It A Narcotic
Tramadol Hcl Acetaminophen
Tramadol Snort
Cymbalta And Tramadol
Tramadol And Oxycodone
Tramadol Forum
Tramadol 627
Pain Medication Tramadol
Tramadol Vet
Tramadol For Sale Online
Tramadol Getting High
Can I Take Ibuprofen With Tramadol
Tramadol Without A Prescription
Tramadol Order
Drug Tramadol
Gabapentin And Tramadol
Injecting Tramadol
Uses For Tramadol
Tramadol Metabolism
Canine Tramadol Dosage
Tramadol And Flexeril
Medicine Tramadol
Tramadol And Acetaminophen
Buy Online Tramadol
Does Tramadol Have Tylenol In It
Does Tramadol Have Codeine In It
Tramadol Hydrocodone
Tramadol Vs Codeine
Can You Take Tramadol With Ibuprofen
Tramadol Side Effects In Men
Tramadol 37.5mg
Tramadol Compared To Vicodin
Tramadol Information
What Is Tramadol For Dogs
Can I Take Tramadol With Ibuprofen
Tramadol Addiction Withdrawal
Can You Get High From Tramadol
Tramadol 15 Mg
Tramadol Iv
Tramadol Dogs Side Effects
How Many Mg Of Tramadol To Get High
Buy Tramadol Overnight Delivery
Does Tramadol Have Acetaminophen In It
Cheap Tramadol Cod
Does Tramadol Cause Constipation
Tramadol Hcl 50 Mg Tab
Tramadol Vicodin
Toradol Vs Tramadol
Cheap Tramadol Online No Prescription
An 627 Tramadol
Tramadol Tylenol
Tramadol Potentiation
Tramadol Medicine
Tramadol Generic Ultram
Tramadol Without Prescriptions Overnight
Cheap Tramadol Overnight
Tramadol Liver Damage
Buy Tramadol Online With Mastercard
Tramadol And Breastfeeding
Tramadol Apap 37.5 325mg
Is Tramadol A Opiate
How Long Does It Take For Tramadol To Work
Next Day Tramadol Cod
Is It Legal To Buy Tramadol Online
What Is The Medication Tramadol
Cheap Tramadol Fedex Overnight
Can You Take Tramadol While Pregnant
Tramadol Apap 37.5 Mg
Does Tramadol Show Up In A Drug Test
Tramadol Apap 37.5mg
Tramadol Withdrawal How Long
Tramadol Recreational Dosage
Buy Tramadol Online Cod Overnight
Tramadol And Zoloft
Tramadol And Drug Tests
Tramadol For Premature Ejaculation
Tramadol 50 Mg For Dogs
Tramadol 37.5 Mg
Is Tramadol A Blood Thinner
Tramadol Toxicity
How Long Does Tramadol Withdrawal Last
Tramadol Dog Dosage
Hydrocodone Vs Tramadol
Tramadol 50mg Street Value
What Is Tramadol Hcl 50mg
Vicodin Vs Tramadol
Tramadol Dosage Dogs
Online Tramadol Pharmacy
Tramadol Sexual Side Effects
Tramadol For Canines
Vicodin And Tramadol
Tramadol Blood Pressure
Tramadol Canada
Cheapest Tramadol Online
Cost Of Tramadol
Tramadol In Pregnancy
Tramadol And Prozac
Tramadol Mexico
Tramadol 93 58
What Is Tramadol Prescribed For
Tramadol Ultracet
Tramadol Purchase
Tramadol Addictive
Tramadol Serotonin Syndrome
Tramadol Pain
Tramadol For Arthritis
Tramadol Manufacturer
Generic Tramadol Online
Withdrawal Symptoms Of Tramadol
Buy Tramadol Without A Prescription
Where Can I Buy Tramadol
Tramadol Dependence
Tramadol Seizure
Tramadol And Cymbalta
Pictures Of Tramadol
Serotonin Syndrome Tramadol
Getting High On Tramadol
Tramadol Alternatives
Can You Buy Tramadol Online
Tramadol Dog Side Effects
Tramadol 50 Mg Dosage
Side Effects Of Tramadol Hcl
Tramadol And Lexapro
Tramadol Otc
Tramadol Breastfeeding
Tramadol Online Pharmacy No Prescription
Tramadol And Ambien
Adderall And Tramadol
Tramadol No Rx
Tramadol Addiction Symptoms
Tramadol Rx
What Is Tramadol Made Of
Tramadol Ssri
Tramadol And Percocet
Tramadol Urine Drug Test
Tramadol Er 100mg
Long Term Use Of Tramadol
Tramadol Lawsuit
How Does Tramadol Make You Feel
Tramadol Prescription Online
Order Tramadol Online No Prescription Overnight
Can You Sniff Tramadol
Buy Tramadol With Mastercard
Does Tramadol Have Asprin In It
Is Tramadol A Nsaid
Tramadol Hcl High
Online Tramadol No Prescription
Generic Name For Tramadol
What Is The Medicine Tramadol
Tramadol Use In Dogs
Tramadol Overdose Amount
Tramadol 300 Mg
Tramadol Online No Prescription Cod
Tramadol Hcl Er
Tramadol Generic Name
Is Tramadol Like Vicodin
Tramadol And Ibuprofen Together
Tramadol Withdrawal Time
Tramadol For Sale No Prescription
Tramadol 10mg
Tramadol No Prescription Needed
Tramadol Withdrawals
Tramadol Ibuprofen
Tramadol Non Narcotic
Tramadol No Prescription Overnight Delivery
Tramadol 325 Mg
Can You Inject Tramadol
Tramadol 50mg Picture
How Much Tramadol Can I Take
Tramadol 25mg
Can You Overdose On Tramadol
Tramadol Long Term Use
Overnight Tramadol Cod
Tramadol Vs Ultram
Tramadol And Weed
Side Effects Of Tramadol 50mg
Tramadol And Weight Loss
Tramadol Hydrochloride High
Tramadol Withdrawal Symptoms Duration
Tramadol Non-Narcotic
Ambien And Tramadol
Tramadol Active Ingredients
Tramadol Street Price
Is Tramadol A Controlled Substance In Florida
Tramadol For Fibromyalgia
Cod Tramadol Overnight
How Much Tramadol Can I Give My Dog
Tramadol Brand Name
Health Solutions Tramadol
Cyclobenzaprine And Tramadol
Whats Tramadol
High On Tramadol
Tramadol Snorting
Tramadol And Dogs
Buy Tramadol Cheap
Tramadol Side Effect
Painkiller Tramadol
Iv Tramadol
Tramadol Prices
Tramadol Reactions
Is Tramadol Addicting
Dosage Of Tramadol
Tramadol Allergy
An627 Tramadol
Hcl Tramadol
Tramadol Pain Killer
Tramadol And Methadone
Veterinary Tramadol
Tramadolbargain
Overdose On Tramadol
Can Tramadol Cause Seizures
Cheap Tramadol Without Prescription
Tramadol 20online
Tramadol Maximum Dog
Effexor And Tramadol
Tramadol Compared To Hydrocodone
Tramadol 100
100 Mg Tramadol
Tramadol For Dog
Picture Of Tramadol
Tramadol For Sleep
Tramadol Kidney
Buying Tramadol
Tramadol Suicide
Tramadol And Celexa
Tramadol Xr
How Long Does Tramadol Take To Work
Buy Generic Tramadol Online
Tramadol Versus Vicodin
Tramadol Withdrawal Help
Tramadol Abuse Potential
How To Get Tramadol
Tramadol Rxlist
Generic Tramadol No Prescription
Tramadol Buy No Prescription
Tramadol Before Surgery
Tramadol 325-37.5
Tramadol Opiate Agonists
Tramadol As An Antidepressant
Tramadol High Blood Pressure
Tramadol Shelf Life
Tramadol Opioid
Canadian Pharmacy Tramadol
Can U Get High Off Tramadol
How Long Does It Take Tramadol To Work
Tramadol Online No Prescription Overnight Delivery
Tramadol And Grapefruit Juice
Taking Tramadol While Pregnant
Tramadol Shot
Tramadol Apap Side Effects
Tramadol Lethal Dose
Tramadol Codeine
Tramadol Kidney Damage
Tramadol With Acetaminophen
Tramadol Vs Toradol
Tramadol Capsules
Buy Tramadol Overnight Cod
How Long Does It Take For Tramadol To Get Out Of Your System
What Is Tramadol Used For In Dogs
Tramadol Dogs Dosage
Tramadol And Constipation
How Long Does Tramadol Take To Kick In
Can You Take Tramadol With Vicodin
Tramadol Usage
How Much Tramadol Is Too Much
Tramadol Dosage Humans
Can I Take Tylenol With Tramadol
Tramadol Hcl 50 Mg Narcotic
Tramadol For Humans
Tramadol For Tooth Pain
Tramadol And Gabapentin
Tramadol Dosage To Get High
Tramadol Canine Side Effects
Zoloft And Tramadol
Can I Snort Tramadol
Plugging Tramadol
Tramadol Dosage For Cats
Tramadol Weight Gain
Addiction To Tramadol
Will Tramadol Show Up In A Drug Test
Tramadol Generic Names
What Class Of Drug Is Tramadol
Is Tramadol An Opiate Drug
Tramadol Side Effects For Dogs
Tramadol Taper Schedule
Health Solutions Network Tramadol
What Is Tramadol Hcl 50 Mg Used For
Tramadol Withdrawal Timeline
Tramadol Images
Can You Shoot Up Tramadol
Tramadol An Opiate
Tramadol Grapefruit
Tramadol Urine Drug Screen
Tramadol Pregnancy Category
Tramadol Rash
Buy Tramadol Online Cheap
Tramadol Max Dose
Tramadol 50mg For Dogs Side Effects
Side Effects Of Tramadol 50 Mg
Oxycodone Vs Tramadol
Tramadol Toothache
Tramadol News
Does Tramadol Contain Codeine
Mixing Tramadol And Hydrocodone
Tramadol And Depression
Can You Take Tramadol With Suboxone
Tramadol Blood Thinner
What Class Is Tramadol
Tramadol Overnight Mastercard
Lexapro And Tramadol
Is Tramadol A Muscle Relaxer
Can You Shoot Tramadol
How Long Does It Take For Tramadol To Kick In
Maximum Dose Of Tramadol
Buy Tramadol Online Without Prescriptions
Tramadol Side Effects Itching
Tramadol High Dosage
Tramadol Dosage For Adults
Will Tramadol Test Positive For Opiates
Can You Take Tylenol With Tramadol
Tramadol High Effects
Ultram Vs Tramadol
Tramadol Buy Cod
Tramadol And Aspirin
Online Order Tramadol
Rx Tramadol
Tramadol Tablet
Tramadol Online Cheap
Tramadol Sr
Addicted To Tramadol
Buy Tramadol On Line
Tramadol Morphine
Long Term Tramadol Use
Tramadol Hci 50 Mg
Tramadol Side Effects Women
Mixing Tramadol And Vicodin
Buy Tramadol Cod Overnight
Andrew Heath Tramadol
Tramadol Cod Online
Expired Tramadol
Is Tramadol Narcotic
Buy Cheap Tramadol On
Buy Cheap Tramadol Buy
Tramadol Side Affects
Tramadol Drug Testing
Tramadol Indications
Tramadol And Ssri
Tramadol Experiences
50 Hcl Mg Tramadol
Tramadol Or Vicodin
Tramadol Controlled
Tramadol Erowid Experience
Tramadol And Klonopin
Tramadol Shipped To Florida
Tramadol Cod Overnight Delivery
Tramadolhcl
Side Effects Of Tramadol For Dogs
Can Tramadol Be Snorted
How To Wean Off Tramadol
How Long Does It Take To Get Tramadol Out Of Your System
Best Price Tramadol
Celexa And Tramadol
Buy Tramadol Cheap Online
Tramadol And Vicodin Together
Tramadol Cod Next Day
Tramadol On Drug Test
Buy Cheap Tramadol Online No Prescription
Tramadol Apap 37.5 325 Mg
Non Prescription Tramadol
Tramadol Dose For Humans
Tramadol Gabapentin
Can You Take Tramadol With Tylenol
Buy Tramadol Online No Prescription Cod
Tramadol Schedule 2
What Is Tramadol Hcl 50mg Used For
Buy Tramadol Without Prescriptions
How To Get Off Tramadol
Tramadol 20mg
Tramadol Drug Screen
Can U Get High On Tramadol
No Prescription Tramadol Online
Tramadol And Advil
Tramadol Overdose Treatment
Tramadol Narcotic Class
Side Effects For Tramadol
Order Tramadol Online Cod Overnight
Tramadol Gabapentin
Nucynta Vs Tramadol
Buy Ultram Tramadol
Tramadol Veterinary Use
Tramadol 100mg Online
Buy Tramadol Online No Prescription Cheap
How Long Does It Take For Tramadol To Leave Your System
What Schedule Drug Is Tramadol
Tramadol Wikipedia
Troy Pharmacy Tramadol
Tramadol Opiate Withdrawal
Best Way To Take Tramadol
Tramadol Overnight Cod Delivery
Can You Snort Tramadol 50mg
Tramadol Like Vicodin
Tramadol And Effexor
Tramadol 100 Mg High
Tramadol Schedule Drug
Tramadol Kidney Stones
How Much Tramadol To Overdose
Tramadol And Weight Gain
Tramadol Max Dosage
Can You Snort Tramadol 50 Mg
Tramadol T7
Tramadol Potentiators
Benefits Of Tramadol
Taking Tramadol
Where Can I Buy Tramadol Online
Tramadol 200mg Er
Allergic Reaction To Tramadol
How Much Does Tramadol Cost
Tramadol Fedex Overnight
Tramadol And Hydrocodone Together
Tramadol Cream
Do You Need A Prescription For Tramadol
Can Humans Take Tramadol
Tramadol Buy Online No Prescription
Tramadol And Coumadin
Tramadol Dea Schedule
Tramadol Legal Status
Tramadol 60 Mg
Side Effects From Tramadol
Buy Tramadol For Dogs
Tramadol Pharmacology
Tramadol Apap 37.5
Tramadol Restless Leg Syndrome
Shooting Tramadol
How To Buy Tramadol Online
Rxlist Tramadol
Tramadol Pain Medicine
Tramadol 100mg Er
Tramadol And Wellbutrin
Tramadol Online Pharmacy No Prescription Needed
Does Tramadol Show Up On A Drug Test 2012
How To Get High On Tramadol
How Long Is Tramadol In Your System
Que Es Tramadol
Tramadol 75 Mg
Tramadol Next Day Delivery
Is Tramadol Safe During Pregnancy
What Is Tramadol Used For In Humans
Tramadol And Benadryl
Tramadol Overnight Fedex
Tramadol Ketorolaco
Tramadol Pill Id
Tramadol No Prescription Cod
Can I Take Tramadol With Tylenol
Other Names For Tramadol
Tramadol Fibromyalgia
Tramadol Recommended Dosage
Purchase Tramadol No Prescription
Tramadol 083
What Is Tramadol 50mg Used For
What Does Tramadol Feel Like
Does Tramadol Cause Weight Gain
Define Tramadol
Long Term Side Effects Of Tramadol
Will Tramadol Show Up On A Urine Drug Test
Can You Legally Buy Tramadol Online
Buy Tramadol Hcl
What Does Tramadol Show Up As On A Drug Test
Tramadol Ultram Side Effects
Tramadol 50mg Dosage For Dogs
Can You Take Tramadol With Hydrocodone
Tramadol Controlled Substance Schedule
Tramadol Er 200 Mg
Does Tramadol Have Codeine
Get High On Tramadol
Tramadol Arthritis
Tramadol And Blood Pressure
Tramadol And Soma
Cod Overnight Tramadol
Pill Tramadol
Tramadol And Cyclobenzaprine
Tramadol Adderall
Tramadol Dea
Tramadol Sex
Tramadol Identification
Tramadol 90
Methadone And Tramadol
Withdrawals From Tramadol
Tramadol Expiration
Tramadol 89
Tramadol Info
Tramadol 650
Tramadol For Pe
Fedex Tramadol
Tramadol Time Released
Order Tramadol Without Prescription
Doses Of Tramadol
Tramadol Hci 50mg
Tramadol And Marijuana
Tramadol Gout
Tramadol Taper
Will Tramadol Show On Drug Test
Get Tramadol
Ultram Tramadol Hcl
180 Tramadol Cheap
Tramadol Purchase Online
Tramadol Withdraw
Cheapest Tramadol Available Online
Very Cheap Tramadol
Tramadol Online Si
Lowest Price Tramadol
Saturday Delivery Tramadol
Drug Test Tramadol
Ordering Tramadol
Free Tramadol
Tramadol Forums
Tramadol Doseage
180 Tramadol
Tramadol Use
What Is The Drug Tramadol
Purchase Tramadol Without Prescription
Tramadol Hc
Extended Release Tramadol
Price Of Tramadol
Crushing Tramadol
Tramadol Acetaminophen 37.5
Street Value Of Tramadol 50mg
Tramadol Hcl 50 Mg Tablets
Tramadol Aspirin
Dosage Of Tramadol For Dogs
Tramadol For Menstrual Cramps
Tramadol Dosage In Dogs
Symptoms Of Tramadol Withdrawal
Tramadol Seizure Risk
Tramadol Dose To Get High
Discount Tramadol Online
Tramadol Controlled Substance Illinois
What Is The Street Value Of Tramadol
Tramadol Us Pharmacy
Tramadol Recreational Dose Bluelight
Tramadol Hydrochloride Side Effects
Tramadol And Zoloft Together
Is Tramadol Hcl A Narcotic
Symptoms Of Tramadol Overdose
Recreational Use Of Tramadol
Cheap Online Tramadol
Meloxicam And Tramadol
Tramadol Dosage Cats
Buy Generic Tramadol No Prescription
Tramadol Online Mastercard
Tramadol Gluten Free
Tramadol Pharmacy Online
Tramadol And Vicodin Mix
Will Tramadol Get Me High
Tramadol Addiction Signs
Pain Reliever Tramadol
Tramadol Overnight Delivery Cod
Tramadol Cash On Delivery
Buy Tramadol 50mg
Tramadol 50 Mg Tab
Tramadol Ingredients 50 Mg
Can You Get High Off Tramadol 50mg
Tramadol Codeine Allergy
Tramadol Hcl 50 Mg Dosage
Tramadol Hcl Dogs
Can I Take My Dogs Tramadol
Tramadol No Prescription Overnight Shipping
Smoking Tramadol On Foil
Tramadol Xl
What Does Tramadol Do To You
Online Tramadol Cod
Tramadol Hcl 50mg Tablets
Does Tramadol Test Positive For Opiates
Tramadol 180 Tabs
50 Mg Tramadol High
319 Tramadol
Canine Tramadol Side Effects
Buy Tramadol Without Rx
Buy Tramadol Overnight Delivery No Prescription
Buy Tramadol 100mg
Tramadol Pill Identification
Tramadol Ultram 50mg
Tramadol Keeps Me Awake
Is Tramadol Habit Forming
Tramadol Street Value 50 Mg
Side Effects Tramadol Oral
What Does Tramadol Have In It
Para Que Sirve El Tramadol
Can You Take Tramadol And Hydrocodone Together
Tramadol 650 Mg
100mg Tramadol High
Tramadol And Codeine Allergy
Does Tramadol Show Up On Drug Tests
Tramadol Hcl 50 Mg Street Value
Buying Tramadol Online No Prescription
Cymbalta And Tramadol Interaction
Tramadol Klonopin Interaction
Does Tramadol Show Up In A Urine Test
Tramadol Withdrawal Relief
Meloxicam Vs Tramadol
Tramadol For Depression And Anxiety
Tramadol Yahoo Answers
Tramadol Pdr
Tramadol Long Term Side Effects
Tramadol Percocet
Tramadol Apap 37.5mg 325mg Side Effects
What Is The Medication Tramadol Used For
Tramadol Free Shipping
Tramadol Contains
Can You Take Tramadol And Vicodin Together
Another Name For Tramadol
Buy Tramadol 50 Mg
Tramadol Chemical Structure
Can Tramadol Be Taken With Ibuprofen
Ultracet Vs Tramadol
Tramadol Vs Hydrocodone High
Tramadol Suboxone
Tramadol And Tylenol Together
Tramadol Zydus
Tramadol Ld50
Percocet Vs Tramadol
Tramadol Sales
Tramadol Cod Fedex
Tramadol Dose For Cats
Tramadol And Alcohol Side Effects
Cheapest Tramadol Online No Prescription Needed
Tramadol Urinalysis
Tramadol And Aleve
Tramadol For Dogs Dosage Chart
Tramadol Overdose Side Effects
Tramadol Jaundice
Tramadol Hydrochloride Tablets
Tramadol 200mg Online
Tramadol Next Day Fedex
How To Stop Taking Tramadol
Tramadol And High Blood Pressure
Tramadol Maximum Daily Dose
Max Dose Of Tramadol
How Many 50mg Tramadol To Get High
Tramadol 100mg High
Buy Tramadol Free Shipping
Tramadol 800mg
Tramadol Long Term
Tramadol Looks Like
Tramadol Hangover
Tramadol Recall
Tramadol Joint Pain
Buy Tramadol Now
Buy Tramadol 180
Tramadol Zoloft Interaction
Tramadol Hcl 50 Mg For Dogs
Can Tramadol Kill You
Tramadol Cheap No Prescription
Tramadol 99.95
Tramadol Gives Me Energy
Can I Take Tramadol With Vicodin
Tramadol Kidney Disease
Tramadol Online Rx
Tramadol And Vicodin Taken Together
Will Tramadol Make You Fail A Drug Test
Tramadol Online Overnight No Prescription
Cheap Tramadol Overnight No Prescription
Tramadol Cod Delivery Next Day
Is There Acetaminophen In Tramadol
Buy Tramadol Online No Prescription Next Day Delivery
Buy Tramadol Saturday Delivery
Tramadol Warnings
Tramadol Without Rx Overnight
Shop Tramadol
Cheap Tramadol Without Prescriptions
Tramadol For Pain Relief
Tramadol No Script
Order Tramadol Cod Overnight Delivery
What Is The Half Life Of Tramadol
Acetaminophen And Tramadol
Tramadol Coupon
Tramadol Dangers
Tramadol Schedule Dea
Tramadol And Motrin
How Many Tramadol To Overdose
Tramadol For Dogs Safe For Humans
Mixing Tramadol And Oxycodone
Tramadol Dose Dogs
Prozac And Tramadol
Tramadol And Flexeril Together
Tramadol As Antidepressant
Is Tramadol A Controlled Substance 2012
Tramadol 37.5 Dosage
Getting High Off Tramadol
Cheap Overnight Tramadol
Tramadol Hydrochloride 50 Mg High
Tapentadol Vs Tramadol
  • Archive of "blogs" Category

    #Reverb10 – Look at me, I’m blogging again!

    December 2, 2010 // 1 Comment »

    Posted in blogs, work life

    Writing. What do you do each day that doesn’t contribute to your writing — and can you
    eliminate it?

    My career and my blogging/writing have no intersection whatsoever. I work in
    Pharmaceuticals where there seems to be this sometimes spoken but usually unspoken
    rule: social media is a dangerous beast you should avoid. As a result, I spend a lot of time
    wondering how hazardous it is to my career for me to tweet, facebook or blog.

    For a long time, I avoided all of it. I took something I loved, blogging, and put it on the
    shelf in my mind where I did not touch it. I stop journaling. I stopped tweeting. I stopped
    responding to comments. All I did was lurk.

    The biggest problem with lurking is that it made my ideas smaller. I started to doubt my
    opinions and I started to doubt my ability to convey my ideas and insights effectively.
    I would read a post and think “wow, this guy is an uneducated jack ass” or “that’s
    interesting but I wonder what happens when X, Y and Z also apply” but I would never say a
    word.

    After a while, I started to notice this trickle down into other areas of my life. My ideas
    became smaller. Instead of writing 1000 words a day, I started struggling to write Haiku on
    post-it notes or I would think about how I wanted to blog but I didn’t know what I wanted to
    say anymore. I changed how I interacted with my friends and family. It was until recently
    when my mother made some comment about how much “sweeter” I’ve become over
    the last two years that I realized that something was wrong with the direction that I was
    growing. (Side note: I can’t think of a single person who knows me well who could refer
    to me as “sweet”. I don’t even think my husband could. “Feisty” is usually the descriptive
    term assigned to me which is good because “feisty” is interesting and “sweet” stays
    home to do the dishes while her husband has an affair. “Aggressive” or “dominant” tend
    to be the terms assigned to me when the person describing me isn’t feeling very nice.)

    In some arguments, I could eliminate my career. I could find another career or change
    industries but I could also face the same challenges with any of those changes. And then
    there is the whole aspect that I like what I do for a living and I’m excited to see where it
    takes me.

    The question I should really be addressing is how to find the place where my career and
    writing do not negatively impact each other. I’ve long believed that there is room for both
    in my life but I’ve been challenged to find the place where these two pieces can meet. And
    really, the question I’m faced with yet again is how do I find balance between all of the
    pieces of my life?

    Wondering what is next

    December 9, 2009 // 1 Comment »

    Posted in blogs, changes

    I spend a lot of time thinking the phrase “I should blog about this”.

    I should blog about my extended family’s Thanksgiving and how I’m not sure where I fit into everything. Or rather, how I’m not sure how I fit into the extended Bio-Fam or the extended Adopted-Fam, but at least I know where I fit in with my in-laws.

    I should blog about church planting and how it is much harder than I thought it would be and much easier than I thought it would be (but for different reasons).

    I should blog about the attempts to make Christmas at our house, now that Brian and I are finally on our own. I should blog about the important lessons I learned by not giving scathing commentary on Brian’s Christmas preferences during our Black Friday shopping excursion.

    Oh, and I should blog about why I decided to venture out on Black Friday (for the first time ever as a consumer).

    I should do a lot of blogging.

    But I’m out of the habit. Moving into our home through off my routines. Getting sick obliterated what was left of those routines. Usually it is insanely difficult for me to break any habit but in this case, it slipped away very quickly.

    So maybe I’m changing directions with where I’m taking this blog. Maybe it will be permanent, maybe just a passing transition. Because I do miss it, but I’m overwhelmed and scattered and I feel like I can make no promises at the moment of what my content will be in the future. I don’t want to create expectations that I cannot meet.

    Awesome Blogger

    March 31, 2009 // 2 Comments »

    Posted in blogs, love, marriage, relationships

    Yesterday the interview/conversation I did with Jun Loayza for his Awesome Bloggers series was posted. It was a lot of fun but it was still slightly nerve wracking for me because I tend to over think things and get distracted by my over thinking. I’m also not entirely sure I am always an awesome blogger and especially after my blogging break, I’m still trying to get back in the swing of things.

    At the end, Jun said something about top three tips for couples and if I had any to share. Nope. None. Not one. I’m not touching that with a ten foot pole. No way, no how.

    So instead, I’ll share with you my top 3 reasons why I’m not doing it.

    1. Misinterpretation.

    So many people take amazing advice, twist it around in some weird way in their heads and then apply it in some god awful way to their own life/career/kids/whatever. Maybe they take the advice as literally as they can. Maybe they “tweak it” for their own needs. But then later on, they blame the person who said it initially. I’m not opening myself up for that, or at least not on this topic.

    2. Most people are the rule.

    They don’t want to be the rule. They want to be special and unique and different and better than everyone else. They want to be the exception to the rule. And then they (especially chicks) read books like “He’s just not that into you” and don’t seem to get that it was written for them. In fact, Greg Behrendt could have titled each book individually to the woman reading it and she still wouldn’t understand the point directed at her. It isn’t fun, glamorous or sexy to be the rule but it is the way life works.

    3. We started out as the exception and then became the rule.

    Or rather, if you are operating under a different set of rules, look at us. If you want advice on whether or not your current sweetheart is the one for you or how to get your man to buy you the engagement ring you really want, we are not the ones to look at. Brian and I didn’t date. We courted. And even if Brian died tomorrow and it was time to start having relationships again, I still wouldn’t date because I have no business dating. If you want advice on how to court, by all means, call us and we’ll be happy to tell you about our experience. Or in other terms, if dating is the rule, we are the exception. If dating is merely one set of rules, we opted for the courtship rules instead.

    So after all of the why I’m not giving relationship tips, here is one tip for you: advice rarely lives in a vacuum, especially when it comes to interacting with other people. If you are given a piece of relationship advice that cannot be applied to any other relationship you have, throw it out. At the end of the day, there isn’t much of a difference between how a person should treat a colleague versus how they treat their spouse versus how they treat the homeless addict on the street. Be kind. Be respectful. Have healthy boundaries. The boundaries are what help you determine what is and is not respectful behavior.

    Of course there are extra things you do for your spouse, but the fundamentals of being a person are always appropriate in any situation or relationship.

    I am so grateful to be featured by Jun. He’s done a great job with the series so far and I can’t wait to see who he will interview next. Check out the interview here and while you’re at it, check out the guest post Jun shared in September here.

    Jumping in without Swimmies

    March 13, 2009 // 4 Comments »

    Posted in blogs, changes, choices, community

    I think I was possessed on Sunday morning. I was chatting with Kathrin Ivanovic at The Well and for some reason, I burst out with “I think I’m ready to come back from my blogging break”.

    Really? Really, Dorie? After two and a half weeks of a break, you’re ready to come back?

    I must be possessed. Because I’m really not sure that I am ready. But I’m also not sure I’ll ever be completely ready. I still don’t know what the changes in my life mean for me or for my family.

    Now the question has become “Is not blogging still helping me figure things out and process this change?” Not so much.

    If anything it is just throwing me off.

    After my declaration to Kathrin, I panicked. Performance anxiety? Maybe. Maybe I had been secretly hoping for some big, profound return where I would write something that was earth shatteringly brilliant and then I could pat myself on the back for returning. But earth shatteringly brilliant ideas don’t come to me while I am on staycation and watching way too much DIY network.

    Earth shatteringly brilliant ideas come when I’m interacting, when I’m communicating, when I live somewhere outside of my own head. Those ideas happen in the midst of community.

    I spent a week on staycation and now I’m starting to get back into the swing of things. I’m trying to be a person again. My staycation didn’t quite go as planned. When I scheduled it, my plan was to have a one woman writing boot camp – I was going to flesh out the ideas on my personal post to do list and see where it takes me. I was going to be totally blissed out and learning and growing as a writer.

    Instead, I grieved. The extent of my writing was a much needed gratitude list. I took long baths. I listened to Patsy Cline. I baked favorite treats. I hid. I turned off the outside world (okay, I was still on twitter but the burst of 140 characters was not taxing). And while it was very good and very needed to do those things, I missed community by the end of it. I felt disconnected.

    It turned into a battle to not blog but when I verbally announced my return, I freaked out. Was I even ready for this? If someone left a negative comment for me, would I be able to take it in stride or would I turn to the comfort of homemade baked goods? If no one left a comment for me, would I take it as a personal rejection? Was I even in a place where I could be vulnerable and open again?

    So on Monday, I started looking at all of the blogging I missed. I caught up on a few favorites like a little kid sticking one big toe in the deep end of the pool, fearful but knowing I really wanted to be in the water. On Tuesday, I let my feet dangle in the water by responding to a few emails. On Wednesday and Thursday, I started commenting again, holding on to brief interaction with others like an inner tube. And today, I’m in the water. I’m kicking. I’m keeping my head up. I am not drowning.

    It’s a little scary coming back but soon my hair will be green like an over chlorinated kid on the last day of summer.

    Zeus is just a dude

    February 11, 2009 // 3 Comments »

    Posted in blogs, choices, love, relationships

    Yesterday, Rebecca Thorman and Ryan Healy let out a public announcement about their relationship. In the form of a post on Rebecca’s blog which I thought was fabulous. And really messed up too (but my inner blogger with voyeuristic tendencies can’t resist). After all, if social media is all about transparency, then why aren’t we talking about everything online from the beginning?

    But there are such good reasons for not talking about everything online. Holly Hoffman may have blogged openly about her alcoholism but she also waited a year to do so. Milena Thomas is a happy blogger because she has set her boundaries. After all, is it really anyone’s business? Probably not.

    And I have my very own, built in appropriate meter. His name is Brian. You may have heard of him, he’s that crazy guy who thought marrying me would be a really great idea. (Side note: it totally was.)

    Brian keeps a good portion of my blogging desires off of the internet. I would love write about sex but sex isn’t just about me anymore. It’s really about my husband. And he would rather it if I didn’t tell everyone about his penis. I’d also love to blog about my in-laws. Because on some level, I still identify them as Brian’s family and therefore, I can mentally critique their behavior in a way that I cannot do with my own family. But he is my family and therefore his family is my family and once again, my built in appropriate meter tells me to put the laptop down. I would also blog about some of my more neurotic tendencies but something tells me that Brian would need to be able to show his face in public again and perhaps I should keep my mouth shut.

    I’d love to be a totally open book. But I can’t be.

    And then I realize how lucky Rebecca and Ryan have been to have the option to keep their romance off of the blogosphere, at least for a little while. They let themselves have time to be quiet and enjoy the newness of what was happening between them.

    Brian never had that option. He just had a wife who blogged.

    To make up for my own presence in social media, Brian is just not there. He isn’t on twitter. He occasionally comments on Brazen Careerist as his alter-ego but he’ll never have a profile (probably because he knows I would out him fast enough to make his head spin). He finally has a Facebook page, but he only has that because I created it for him, added all of his friends and then informed him that he had to get with the times. (By the way, you should totally add him as a friend and tell him I sent you. He may squirm a little bit but I think it’s good for him and character building).

    Brian has been living on the web for through my identity. I tell you about our life together, usually in six hundred words or less. And then you comment while Brian reads. We rarely hear his portion of the experience, just the way I perceive the world happening. His online identity is based largely on how I see him and not as much on how he sees himself.

    And for awhile, Ryan was in the same boat. We saw this mysterious “Zeus” character through Rebecca’s eyes. While he probably could have given her a cute little name and blogged about it on Employee Evolution, he didn’t. But since we weren’t reading about him in terms of “Ryan Healy, Co-Founder of Brazen Careerist”, Zeus’s behaviors made sense to us. Will Zeus still make sense to us tomorrow? Or did the assigned alter ego die a public death?

    Now that it is all out in the open, will it change the way we perceive Rebecca’s writing? Will we feel more quick to judge now that the whole world knows? Will we find descriptions of interactions more questionable?

    Rebecca knows Ryan for who he is at the end of the day and we just have a sense of who he is during the work day. And really what happens between the two of them is none of our business (we’re not investors in their start-ups).

    These questions make me happy that B doesn’t have a blog. I’m not sure I could answer any of those questions in my own online life.

    Did blogging change anything?

    December 16, 2008 // 1 Comment »

    Posted in blogs, choices, reflecting on self, What if?

    Last week, I was certain that blogging had not changed my life in the least so I didn’t submit an entry in Brazen’s contest. After all, I have been blogging since I was a sophomore in college and the most those blogs ever did for me was anger my boyfriends and that was something I was probably going to do on my own and in person anyway.

    But for the last year and a half, I’ve been running Rising Up and its grown into something I am really proud to have my name on. It is my little blog that could and a source of excitement in my day. My blog has been a tool in my growth.

    Last week, I still would have told you that blogging has not changed my life. Last week, I would have told you that I would be doing all of the things I am doing now even if I did not have my blog. Last week, I would have told you that the only person whose life has changed as a result of my blogging was my husband – mainly because I write about him and then he reads it on the internet while strangers comment about the way he lives.

    I also would have told you that things that have changed my life include my adoption, meeting my husband, joining my sorority and my involvement at The Well.

    I don’t have any dramatic stories about saving the world because of blogging. Instead I can tell you about meeting Kathrin Ivanovic through my blog and working on Change Blogger Philadelphia together. I’m not trying to save the universe – I’m just trying to have an ongoing conversation about change in Philadelphia and its suburbs.

    I can’t share a romantic story about how a man once commented on my blog and lo and behold we fell in love. Instead I can tell you about meeting my husband at church through his sister and deciding to get married without ever dating. I never meant to find true love on the internet but I’ve been blessed to have a blog that gives my husband and me something to talk about at night.

    I wish I could tell you that someone discovered my blog and decided to pay me six figures to sit around and be fabulous all day. Instead I can tell you about learning how to find the time to feel fabulous. I can tell you about the ongoing adventure this lesson can take and how the adventure evolves as I do.

    While I would love to think that I’d be doing all of the same things if I was not blogging, the truth of it is I wouldn’t be. Had I not started blogging, I would have never connected with Brazen Careerist. Had I not connected with Brazen Careerist, I would have never connected with Adam Gilbert (and started working on my fitness goals), Connie (and started working on my career goals) or Kathrin (and started working on my change goals). I would still be married. I would still have the job I have now. I would still have my own home. I will still have community.

    But I wouldn’t have blogging and the possibilities that it opens up. I would have different possibilities in my daily life that I don’t have now. Because with all of the doors that blogging can open, it closes other doors. That’s not a bad thing – it just means that those opportunities are not presented to you because of the time you have invested elsewhere.

    In my world, blogging has been subtly life altering. Nothing so dramatic that it shook me to my core but consistently pushing me towards a life that is consistent with my values and my dreams.

    Brazen NYC: That was easy

    September 3, 2008 // 5 Comments »

    Posted in blogs, goal setting, work life

    One of the things I love about the Brazen Careerist network is how easy it is to connect with other people. And I’ll be honest – I have a hard time connecting with other people because I am perfectly content to be by myself and quiet and occupied. So when Brazen makes it so easy, it’s great because then I don’t have an excuse to not connect.

     

    Two weeks ago was the Brazen Meet Up in NYC and I made the trip up from Philly (which was not a bad trip until I got to the Lincoln Tunnel and wanted to turn around and go home when I realized it was an 8 dollar toll just to drive through a stinking tunnel).  The meet up was great – I met some fabulous people, discovered some great blogs and managed to get drinks with a friend afterward. I also discovered that Ryan Paugh moves about a room like he’s still the fraternity’s social chair (which then begs the question do I still move around the room like a sorority president?). It was worth that 8 dollar toll through a stinking tunnel.

     

    I really wasn’t sure what to expect when I arrived at the meet up and I was mildly terrified walking in the door.  And I had a few moments where I thought I could turn around without anyone noticing I had come into the room. It was the same sort of feeling as when I told my stylist that I wanted to dye my hair red.

     

    Much like the red hair, that scary feeling was worth it. Once I got over myself, I had the opportunity to make real changes in my life while I sipped on a $7 (gasp) glass of chardonnay.

     

    1. The fun stuff: I was interviewed by Life Before Noon’s Carla Blumenthal for the Brazen video. Once again, slightly scary but watching the video a week later, I feel really good about how I answered questions and the way I put myself out there. 
    2. The work stuff: I started chatting with Caroline and Connie of SixFigureStart and I really connected with Connie and loved talking with her. Then it turns out that Brazen has been connecting career coaches with bloggers. Then Ryan made the connection between Connie and me and now, Connie is giving me some much needed career coaching. Had I not gotten over myself and gone through the door, I never would have met Connie and had this opportunity.  And I get guidance in taking charge of my career.  And I get more things to blog about which is always a plus.   Keep your eyes open as I’ll be sharing what happens here.
    3. The personal stuff: I stuck around the event for a lot longer than I had planned. I normally don’t like to be among the last to leave but I was leaving the city that night with a friend who had to work late and I promised my husband I wouldn’t wander NYC by myself. I started chatting with Derek Halpern who made a comment about Adam Gilbert’s blog and company. After I got back to Philly, I made a point to check out Adam’s blog and his company mybodytutor.com. It turns out that Adam is someone who can really help me (I’ve been struggling with my health and fitness goals). That fleeting comment made by Derek sent me in a direction I never anticipated. I’m starting Adam’s program today and once again, I’m a little nervous but I’m also excited because I know I’m about to feel better than I have in a long time. I’ll also sharing updates on my struggles and successes over the coming weeks.

     

    I didn’t have to talk to every single person in the room in order for the event to be successful for me. I just had to talk to a few people and be myself. Maybe networking isn’t as bad as I thought it would be.

    Don’t be crippled by your stupid ideas

    July 30, 2008 // No Comments »

    Posted in blogs, reflecting on self

    Last night I was fortunate to be on a conference call about blogging with Penelope Trunk and Alex Fisher (from Young Profession Finance).  And I should confess that I was a huge mess of excitement yesterday as I contemplated questions to ask or comments I thought I might want to make.

     

    It was slightly overwhelming as I dialed in last night.  It reminded me of high school when you realized that you were about to spend time with someone much cooler than yourself.

     

    When I started blogging, I got this idea in my head that Penelope Trunk would not be interested in answering questions from me because I was convinced that nothing I could say would be interesting enough for a response.    And I’ve carried this idea in my head for the last two years.  It was a very stupid idea too.

     

    The problem with a stupid idea is that it cripples you.  Especially when you keep the idea to yourself.  If an idea lurks solely in your head, no one will be able to correct you when it’s horrible or guide you to success when you are on the right path.

     

    When you keep that stupid idea inside, you might be temporarily saved from judgment but ultimately, you are only stopping yourself from being brilliant later.

     

    I’m not really afraid of doing stupid things either.  Stupid things can always be corrected later.  I know this to be true because I do stupid things all of the time.  And I have yet to do something so stupid that I can’t recover from it.

     

    Still, I am afraid of having (and sharing) stupid ideas. 

     

    Back to the conference call – I received some great advice last night and heard some things that changed the way I looked at blogging.  Advice that I could have been using for the last year but I wasn’t using it.  Why?  Because that stupid idea living in my head made it physically impossible for me to hear it any sooner.

     

    In the end, I only held myself back.

     

    Let’s face it: the people who inspire you are not going to track you down to tell you something brilliant or give you that swift kick you need to get yourself out of neutral.  But they will be sharing those moments of wisdom with the person who took a few minutes to ask for it.

     

    In the long run, building relationships allows you to be stupid and recover from it.  Because when you are not only having the conversation but growing from it, other people will want to see past your prior mistakes.  Your community will want you to succeed.

    GenPink

    May 29, 2008 // No Comments »

    Posted in blogs, challenges, reflecting on self, work life

    Have you been to GenPink today?  Its written by Elysa Rice and it talks about finding the balance in the twenty something female life.  I’ve been hooked on her blog since she wrote her ABC’s of Gen Y.  Elysa is also a member of the Brazen Careerist network.

    Elysa was kind enough to share a post I wrote about Internal Interviews.  Please check it out!

    Blogging: Trying to explain it

    April 25, 2008 // 2 Comments »

    Posted in blogs

    Brian, my husband, is much more tech savy than I am.  I tend to fumble my way through the internet with the enthusiasm of a five year old whereas Brian spends his evenings building his “super computer” and gaming. 

    Brian knows I have been blogging for a while now.  I kept a blog over on Diaryland for years until we were engaged and then I let it fall by the wayside (it was one part scathing social commentary and one part “this is what I did today”).  When I started blogging again last May, he did get a bit paranoid (especially after he realized I wrote something about his boxers) but he never really brought it up again.  And I don’t think he’s looked at my blog since then.

    Recently, the topic has come up again.  He thinks blogging is stupid.  He has the attitude that he spends enough time hearing about other people’s opinions to begin with so why should he go out of his way to read those opinion as well.  He also wonders what he would blog about (apparently, he believes that no one would be interested in his life as a carpenter).

    I told him it was a very good thing that I didn’t write soley for him to read.

    I tried to explain to him the idea of community.  The concept of being in conversation with other people who may not live where we live.  I told him about the ability to throw an idea out into the world and see what comes of it.

    All of it left me wondering: Why do people start blogs anyway? I started writing because of my love for the written word. But why does everyone else start? I’m fairly certain that not all bloggers out there are posting because they have a physical need to write.

    What I really want to know is this: Why did you decide that starting a blog was a good idea?  Is it something to fill the hours or is it something you are passionate about?

    And if anyone has a better explaination of blogging, please let me know.  Brian is still waiting.