I received a phone call from an ex boyfriend last night. Not that a call from an ex boyfriend is all that unusual. I’ve had a lot of ex boyfriends and I am still friends with the majority of them. After all, I dated them for a reason and usually the reason I wanted to date them is reason why I want to maintain a friendship after the fact.
This ex boyfriend and I have a lot of history. I truly believed until a year ago that he and I were going to get married. Now I’m married to Brian. The ex and I have had the oddest relationship since day one. The first time I met him, I fell in love with him. I came home and told my mother that I had met the man I was going to marry. Mind you, I was 16 and he was 14. He is one of the rare people in my life that I know I will love forever regardless of the ways we have hurt each other in the past and the ways we will hurt each other in the future.
His phone call terrified me. He didn’t know I was married. And there was something in his voice that scared me as that revelation I was made. I know him the same way I know Brian. Which is also very scary.
Six months ago, I thought I was never going to see him again. Now he calls and says he’s been thinking about me. I almost gave up everything for him and now he’s thinking of me. Great. Day late and a dollar short my friend.
My marriage is my priority. I hope he understands that nothing can change now.
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