My period was over two weeks late. Which has sucked a lot. Its finally here but now I find myself with feelings of disappointment.
I know I’ve spent the last two weeks panicking over my period or the lack there of. I may have peed on several sticks trying to determine the status of my uterus. I may have freaked out to Brian, Carm, Kim and Mere. I might have made my neck problems worse due to my overabundance of worrying.
I may have also been wandering through baby departments in stores and thinking of children’s names.
But now, I am bleeding. I am not pregnant. There is no baby.
I know I promised Brian we would wait several years before we reproduced. I know I say I want to be out of debt before there was a child. I know I say that I am not ready yet. Still I longed for motherhood.
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